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starrchaoz

starrchaoz

Another six months, I'll be unknown.
Nov 24, 2023
39
Personally no. I just want to go in peace and by myself, I don't want my death all over the internet either.
 
migimortis

migimortis

Love It Or Waste It.
Jan 15, 2024
149
If you stream your suicide, you will become entertainment for sadists. Unless there is a sociopolitical reason for streaming my suicide, I would rather not.
 
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BrainShower

BrainShower

Tiny storm
Nov 7, 2023
243
I won't even stream 5 seconds of my personal life.
The public needs to know exactly zero about me or my life.
 
onbekend

onbekend

Experienced
Jan 14, 2024
262
I would ordinarily be inclined to say that it wouldn't matter once I'm dead, but the last thing I'd wanna do is feed into the disgusting desires of terrible people on the internet.
 
passivethought121

passivethought121

Student
Jun 11, 2023
315
No. I'm indifferent on ending up on a gore site, but I would have to take more precautions.
 
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steppingoff

steppingoff

Experienced
Jan 18, 2024
212
I like to watch suicide videos to study what dying will be like so ya I would stream it so ppl could see mine and do the same
I like to watch suicide videos to study what dying will be like so ya I would stream it so ppl could see mine and do the same
I am with you on that. They are not pleasant but worth watching to learn from
 
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inaminute

inaminute

Student
Dec 12, 2023
192
If somebody asked you to do it, would you?

I personally am not sure, to be honest. I wouldnt mind streaming my suicide itself, but i would definitely mind ending up on watchpeopledie or some other shit like that.
I fucking hate gore sites I get hooked too quickly
 
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stuckinthemud

Student
Nov 14, 2023
120
Absolutely not. Very few people would watch for informative choices, it would mainly be the sadist types getting off on it
 
Tokugawa_Yoshinobu

Tokugawa_Yoshinobu

Arcanist
Sep 10, 2023
424
This is way too voyeuristic for my tastes. No thanks, there is something nasty about knowing others will see me. Yuck
 
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LifeIsCrazyNemb

Arcanist
Jan 21, 2024
402
If somebody asked you to do it, would you?

I personally am not sure, to be honest. I wouldnt mind streaming my suicide itself, but i would definitely mind ending up on watchpeopledie or some other shit like that.
Never. I dont want to be a freak show, it doesnt make any sense to me.
I want to have the most discreet CTB possible. No alarm, nobody noticing.
 
Psych3Lug3r

Psych3Lug3r

idfk
Jul 2, 2023
11
Yeah I would stream my suicide so it left more of an impact honestly. I can at least know my death left an impact if it's streamed. I know people would actually care and know I was serious if I did, a part of me hopes it haunts those who messed me up
 
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thetruetato

thetruetato

Student
Jan 1, 2024
130
If somebody asked you to do it, would you?

I personally am not sure, to be honest. I wouldnt mind streaming my suicide itself, but i would definitely mind ending up on watchpeopledie or some other shit like that.
I might if I knew I would succeed, but currently the chances of me failing and looking like a total idiot are too high.
 
Neowise

Neowise

We fly and fly but never reach our destination.
Oct 7, 2020
405
If I had the technical possibility (e.g. internet connection in the forest) I might for two reasons:
- I like to watch suicide videos to learn from and to mentally prepare for it so I have no issues with landing on a gore site and being educative to someone else.
- If I could entertain sadists watching me die live then my life would have had at least some purpose. And maybe an audience makes it less likely that I change my mind because I don't want to livesteam my failure.
 
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femmedelaville

femmedelaville

Member
Feb 9, 2024
17
Probably not only due to people I know possibly seeing it
 
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dogbreath

dogbreath

Youre not even in the hole, are you?
Feb 13, 2023
116
Past me would've said yes (like 6 days ago or something) cause I wanted to be remembered and I didn't care if sickos saw,, but then recently parents told me how my younger brother who's 14 wanted to commit suicide on livestream with a gun and how he wanted to be famous through that,,,and that's when I realized....it was cringe and lame.....cause personally I hate my younger brother feel no love for him at all and seeing him say all that just made me realized "ew nvm I'll do it in private now I don't want to be lame"
 
zeevo

zeevo

weakling
Nov 27, 2023
67
A lot of you had good reasons to say no, and I'm almost definitely in the wrong but I probably would if I had the balls to do smth violent.

I'm probably gonna go out through some chemical method so there wouldn't be anything to watch, but if I had the means to empty my skull or blow myself to bumpy mush, it would be a way to say my final "fuck you" to a few people. I really don't want anyone to hold on to pleasant memories of me.
 
mortuarymary

mortuarymary

Enlightened
Jan 17, 2024
1,367
FFS, why would you?
If you did it on here, that would be that for Sasu. All the support folks have will be gone by someone's selfish act. Not saying suicide is selfish but letting folks watch is.
 
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dysthymia

dysthymia

the dead regret nothing
Dec 24, 2023
88
On WPD, many people insult those who ctb. Tbh they insult anyone who dies. But on Reddit people are usually respectful to those ctb unless they do it "selfishly", like jumping in front of a train. I say No bc at the end of the day, I'll definitely get uploaded to gore sites where I'll get mocked :/
 
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Cara7177

Trying to end it all
Feb 9, 2024
106
I hope to at least record it and have it sent here or at least described to better explain how I did it. The night night method doesn't have much documentation so if I can do it correctly I'd appreciate that I would be able to do my part for those who are in pain like me.
I thought about it. Obviously the fear is that if I livestream it, someone might burst in here in time to stop me, and I wouldn't want that. I might record a video in advance and post it to my social media, though. Ultimately I WANT people to understand why I'm doing it and that there's no other way, and most importantly, that my suicide isn't "taking the coward's way out" but rather a beautiful form of self expression.
 
DesperateOne

DesperateOne

Specialist
May 25, 2023
313
Fuck no man... I've already been a lolcow my entire life, why would I want to make a show out of my death as well?
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
8,859
No, I don't see the point in it.
 
Neptunezz

Neptunezz

Blissful isolation
Feb 4, 2024
7
I would never. I don't want to end up getting the ronnie mcnutt treatment where a bunch of edgy teens make edits of me and shit
 

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