naia_

naia_

Student
Oct 11, 2018
132
I'd get myself the N, hand the rest of the money to some altruistic organisation - and then - bottoms up.
 
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Shogun

Member
Oct 18, 2018
8
I don't think I would.
My main problems are that I have extremely bad genetics. I'm the son of a Psychopathic father and a Schizophrenic mother and I have all sorts of mental disorders such as Body Dysmorphic Disorder and suspected Bipolar. I live in London, UK which I find cold, depressing and full of angry, nasty people. If I could move to a tropical paradise, I might find some happiness.
I'd take the money and run. Attempt to live life the way I'd like to. I think I could handle all my hang-ups if I lived in the right place in the world.
 
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Sick Boy

Sick Boy

Student
Oct 19, 2018
186
Definitely,but first i would give away all my money to my family and homeless people
 
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Metavoid

Metavoid

Student
Oct 21, 2018
160
Well I'd us the money to get the fuck outta this dump, try to set up a business doing what I love, and reinvent myself. Im pretty sure if I could pull it off itd be like starting over so I wouldn't ctb. Depends though. Things could still be gloomy and shit but if I was a CEO of something people would respect me and I'd have the money to life how i want, not how I must
 
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Maravillosa

Maravillosa

Господи помилуй — мир в Україні!
Sep 7, 2018
690
I think my life would be more comfortable if I won the lottery, and I would be able to help my family and give to charity pretty much as much as I would like. However, I can never escape from myself. I think that I would probably ctb, sooner or later.
 
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Deivis

Deivis

Seul contre tous
Jul 23, 2018
235
Hah!

It's like asking - what would you choose - going out with a *bang* - or going out with a *fart* ?

Dying with even 50k in cash is exactly x1000 times better than with a 50 dollar bill.
At least you are in control and with more freedom!

I suppose we've got some disillusioned secret millionaires here who would protest my notion, but... anyways :)
 
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WaitingForTheBus

WaitingForTheBus

Student
Oct 27, 2018
136
Well I'd us the money to get the fuck outta this dump, try to set up a business doing what I love, and reinvent myself. Im pretty sure if I could pull it off itd be like starting over so I wouldn't ctb. Depends though. Things could still be gloomy and shit but if I was a CEO of something people would respect me and I'd have the money to life how i want, not how I must
So tell me, what is it you love to do?
 
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okyeah

Arcanist
Jul 20, 2018
425
Winning the lottery would solve all my problems. The only reason I do anything in life is for someone to hopefully like me (given up hope for this) or to avoid homelessness. There is literally nothing I enjoy about life at all.

If I won the lottery I could just not give a shit anymore and do drugs + have sex until I die
 
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Suicideisnirvana

Suicideisnirvana

Specialist
Aug 4, 2018
312
Yes, money won't make me attractive and it won't cure my frequent urination problems. I don't see how it would make any significant difference.

2 vows on the other hand excluding money would be nice.
 
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Counting down

New Member
Oct 29, 2018
3
It would only delay it, as soon as the money was gone I'd be in the same place. Hopefully I would of od'd on some party supplements
 
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Dani Paradox

Dani Paradox

Permanently Banned
Aug 17, 2018
981
Hard to say. I'd give life a go. I'd keep the money a secret and see if I could meet a girl who actually loved me for who I am. I'd try to make things work. More than likely I would end up wiling out, travelling, enjoying life as much as possible, finishing my bucket list, and then catch the bus.
 
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ForestLove

ForestLove

Jus wanna be a tree
Oct 16, 2018
236
Probably no. I would migrate to another country to start a new life. And probably purchase some N just in case.
 
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xBones

xBones

Member
Sep 4, 2018
29
I definitely wouldn't. That would solve all my world problems, allowing time for me to heal my mental problems. I fucking wish, man.
 
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starcrossedfate

starcrossedfate

Passenger
Sep 24, 2018
240
Yes.
 
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Nihilist

Nihilist

Member
Apr 14, 2018
18
I am a self-made millionaire since when I was a teenager (yea, internet money). Before that I was dirt poor. While the process of gaining wealth was enjoyable initially, within a few years I was back to the default state of happiness. I think money buys comfort, not happiness. A homeless kid in a 3rd world country can be more happier than a billionaire living in a mansion. This is why I subscribe to philosophy of Hedonic treadmill.

I have done it all what money can get you. First experience is great, 2nd is good, 3rd is okay, 4th is routine boredom. After my experience with money, I look at the billionaires and ask what motivates them to want more? It surely isn't pleasure.
 
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ctoan

ctoan

Arcanist
Sep 30, 2018
437
I am a self-made millionaire since when I was a teenager (yea, internet money). Before that I was dirt poor. While the process of gaining wealth was enjoyable initially, within a few years I was back to the default state of happiness. I think money buys comfort, not happiness. A homeless kid in a 3rd world country can be more happier than a billionaire living in a mansion. This is why I subscribe to philosophy of Hedonic treadmill.

I have done it all what money can get you. First experience is great, 2nd is good, 3rd is okay, 4th is routine boredom. After my experience with money, I look at the billionaires and ask what motivates them to want more? It surely isn't pleasure.


i heard sharing your money with internet strangers is a great experience :wink:


ps with strangers i mean me
 
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Threads

Threads

Warlock
Jul 13, 2018
721
bro.
 
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ctoan

ctoan

Arcanist
Sep 30, 2018
437
bro. if i won the lottery, we're all getting N.

I'm opening up a pharmaceutical company in Ecuador for the sole purpose of shipping out N at a reasonable price. anyone is welcome to live with me in Equador too.
 
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MiserableBastard1995

MiserableBastard1995

Experienced
Mar 17, 2018
291
Fuck yeah I'm still dying. Money can't fix the permanent chronic exhaustion from autistic burnout and swallowing the harsh reality of the world.
But with money I could OD on heroin - easier then the long-drop hanging... *inserts taps forehead meme*
 
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StillWaiting

StillWaiting

Need cats to comfort me
Jul 28, 2018
550
I guess I will go somewhere I want to go before passing the money to my parents and then ctb
 
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jaemus12

jaemus12

Earth’s Parasite
May 11, 2018
562
bro. if i won the lottery, we're all getting N.

I'm opening up a pharmaceutical company in Ecuador for the sole purpose of shipping out N at a reasonable price. anyone is welcome to live with me in Equador too.
You're the type of people we need in this world.
 
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Ella Disenchanted

Student
Sep 3, 2018
120
If I won the lottery, I'd move away from the area I live in, and finally afford decent therapy. I'd be able to afford a modest but comfortable way of living without worrying about money. I'm not saying it would fix everything but at least it would give me a shred of hope which is something I haven't had in a very long time.
 
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Sundayafternoon

Sundayafternoon

Cosmic panic
May 18, 2018
394
Yes
For me no, I wouldn't.
It will solve all of my oroblems.
Because my problems are financial in nature.
Or more specifically that I have no financial future at 26.
I hate s
plus all jobs are nightmarish.
I don't see myself working in anything.
I would juest sleep all day, listen to music and go to the beach and movies and not study or work a second of my life.

Yes. But it wouldn't be top priority.

I agree. Jobs are the absolute worst. Especially the bs corp jobs that try to manipulate the most work out of by manipulating you into believing you're doing something so professional and prestiges.
 
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iamthezero

iamthezero

Fiend Queen
Jun 22, 2018
28
Nah, I'd cry my disturbed ass all the way to the bank. I could pay to fix my life. Money does really rule the world. Sadly
 
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Shewaitsforme

Arcanist
Sep 23, 2018
493
Id propbably party so hard take too much drugs and die without meaning to. My current £200 a week habit just diednt cut it
 
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Lovemykids

Specialist
Oct 1, 2018
349
1 week before ctb I will buy lotto
Just in case god don't blame me by saying he wanted to help me but I didn't buy lotto lol
 
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Goldie

Specialist
Sep 6, 2018
307
Probably no. I would migrate to another country to start a new life. And probably purchase some N just in case.

I tried what you are suggesting. I am living in a new country now. But after the initial honeymoon period I feel depressed again. You should definitely give it a go though as it might work for you. Moving to a foreign country does not lots and lots of money, especially if you move to a 2nd-world country like Vietnam.
 
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Goldie

Specialist
Sep 6, 2018
307
i heard sharing your money with internet strangers is a great experience :wink:


ps with strangers i mean me
hahaha pretty funny. I actually smiled. I didnt think I would smile today.
bro. if i won the lottery, we're all getting N.

I'm opening up a pharmaceutical company in Ecuador for the sole purpose of shipping out N at a reasonable price. anyone is welcome to live with me in Equador too.
wow great idea.
 
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Marc

Member
Nov 3, 2018
40
no i would throw big houseparties and build houses for people in the ghetto.
life would be great :)
and if that doesn't do anything i could always throw an N party
 
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TheLastTrip

TheLastTrip

Experienced
Nov 2, 2018
285
Yes, and that was the point I realised I had gone so far I could not come back. I used to dream about winning the lottery and everything I would do with it, but when that stopped and I realised that even winning the lottery wouldn't make me want to stay, that is when I knew I was serious and started on my journey.

I would do good things with the money beforehand though like others have said. Maybe not as far as Threads though setting up a company to supply N, as that would mean I'd have to stay around to make sure it kept going, but certainly help anyone out on here that needed N, as well as anyone else in my life who could benefit from some money.
 
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