aside from people with physical health issues, I don't see how money wouldn't make things good enough to say alive
No, money can't change how people treated me in the past. I can never forget that. I don't want belongings and nothing can make up for a terrible past. I mean I could potentially live away from society in the mountains but that would only delay my ctb date. Horrible memories are hard to forget.
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ALiflessDreamerOtaku
Just a hopeless dreamer
- Sep 30, 2019
- 13
Maybe I would last a bit longer
I will use the money to entertain myself but at last I would still find out there's not a single meaning in life
I will use the money to entertain myself but at last I would still find out there's not a single meaning in life
SuicidalSymphonies
I think I'll take a dirt nap.
- Oct 13, 2019
- 1,028
Simple answer is yes.
Long answer is, I'd spend plenty to make a sanctuary for stray cats/dogs to live and be taken care of. Workers would be well paid and eventually it would rely on donations and what not, but I'd stick around for a bit to get it all started.
I would send money to my mother, father and brother (even though he does not associate with me anymore.. We have different fathers).
My cats would be taken care of for as long as I could afford it.
And then, I'd ctb happily and peacefully knowing that I've done the things I really wanted to do. (Taking a trip to the Netherlands for AS).
Long answer is, I'd spend plenty to make a sanctuary for stray cats/dogs to live and be taken care of. Workers would be well paid and eventually it would rely on donations and what not, but I'd stick around for a bit to get it all started.
I would send money to my mother, father and brother (even though he does not associate with me anymore.. We have different fathers).
My cats would be taken care of for as long as I could afford it.
And then, I'd ctb happily and peacefully knowing that I've done the things I really wanted to do. (Taking a trip to the Netherlands for AS).
Sael
Que nos duelan los brazos de tanto abrazarnos.
- Oct 31, 2019
- 29
I don't think it will change my situation, because money is not the problem for me. Although I would most likely buy my parents a new home (each) open a business for my dad and another for my mom to keep their minds busy to cope with the loss. Would also leave the rest to my little brother.
And lastly i would buy shit tons of N and prolly give it away for free. Free suicides for everyone!!
And lastly i would buy shit tons of N and prolly give it away for free. Free suicides for everyone!!
Mr2005
Don't shoot the messenger, give me the gun
- Sep 25, 2018
- 3,621
Maybe not but progressives would want the rivers to run red with my blood so it wouldn't make a difference. Actually it would, I don't live in america so they can fuck off
Timetoleave
Student
- May 8, 2019
- 100
Mikan3
Member
- Nov 8, 2019
- 14
A lot of my problems are caused by not enough money. I think I would live a bit longer but ultimately it wouldn't change my feelings, and I would end up here with you guys again. Not that that's a bad thing, you're all lovely people.
DrSync
Member
- Nov 19, 2019
- 10
For me... money is only useful for food and cigarettes. Other than that there's no joy to it.
Wayfaerer
JFMSUF
- Aug 21, 2019
- 1,938
Yes, but it would delay the inevitable. I would definitely try to live it up before I went so that I may make up for a lot of lost time at least.
drinking, drugs, women? Travel? Finest dining?
I always put depressed people into two categories, those who just aren't able to be happy and those the could have been. Sadly I find only the former kill themselves and i'm part of the latter, which means more suffering for me
AnnaJaspers
Experienced
- Jul 2, 2019
- 217
Yes, I would still want to end my life and would make no plans for exotic travel before ending this charade.
Would immediately contact a lawyer--set up a trust to leave it all to a trusted friend who would then go on to set up charitable trusts that we believe in.
Would immediately contact a lawyer--set up a trust to leave it all to a trusted friend who would then go on to set up charitable trusts that we believe in.
Absolutely not, no
My depression is more of a problem of not having the means to fix my problems and the mental damage those problems are causing me, and money would most certainly help me fix those problems
My depression is more of a problem of not having the means to fix my problems and the mental damage those problems are causing me, and money would most certainly help me fix those problems
LMLN
Paragon
- Aug 10, 2019
- 929
Yes. Money cannot correct what is wrong in my life. But I would have better options! Maybe go out with N in a beautiful place. Leave money to make sure my family was set.
Yes. If i woke up as a milti millionaire, id instsntly get a good lawyer and write a will.
Id transfer my dogs where they would be happy and well taken cared of untill they die. No separation.
After i fixed it all, i would take some money, and get access to my preferd ctb method, travel somewhere far, place of my choice, and ctb there, far away from mourning family.
Remaining members of family that are alive get to keep rest of the money.
Would be awesome. Id also buy some coca cola and eat my favourite food on the go.
Id transfer my dogs where they would be happy and well taken cared of untill they die. No separation.
After i fixed it all, i would take some money, and get access to my preferd ctb method, travel somewhere far, place of my choice, and ctb there, far away from mourning family.
Remaining members of family that are alive get to keep rest of the money.
Would be awesome. Id also buy some coca cola and eat my favourite food on the go.
Again. My health wont improve and my mind is fucked up. So yes, I'd still be suicidal, brother
GoodPersonEffed
Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
- Jan 11, 2020
- 6,726
Vault of Memories
A temporary being in a temporary world
- Mar 24, 2020
- 255
InterstateFlowers
Experienced
- Apr 16, 2020
- 235
Wow, I've never seen a thread with this many pages that's not a resource. It's nice. :)
Yeah, I'll still be suicidal after doing everything I wanted. I don't want to live a long life, I'm scared and I don't like the world I live in anyways. Even though there's much kindness and compassion, it can't pay my rent or fill my stomach.
If hard work could make people rich then construction workers would be the richest people in the world.
Before I'm dead, I'd like to know what it's like to buy whatever my family and I want. I want to know what scuba diving is like and the luxury of seeing exotic fish in their domain. Seeing majestic places and experiencing unique cultural things. I'd give myself a 10 year time limit because I don't want to live long. I'll travel as much as I can in 10 years and make sure my family lives a comfortable life. After that, I'll donate everything I have left and die. That's what I wish I could do.
Yeah, I'll still be suicidal after doing everything I wanted. I don't want to live a long life, I'm scared and I don't like the world I live in anyways. Even though there's much kindness and compassion, it can't pay my rent or fill my stomach.
If hard work could make people rich then construction workers would be the richest people in the world.
Before I'm dead, I'd like to know what it's like to buy whatever my family and I want. I want to know what scuba diving is like and the luxury of seeing exotic fish in their domain. Seeing majestic places and experiencing unique cultural things. I'd give myself a 10 year time limit because I don't want to live long. I'll travel as much as I can in 10 years and make sure my family lives a comfortable life. After that, I'll donate everything I have left and die. That's what I wish I could do.
NomadicWolf382
I want to drift into the lucid dream, endlessly...
- Jun 11, 2020
- 131
No, I would just donate most of it to various organizations, and push my CTB date to an earlier time, since I would be financially able to get what I need. Money is not the issue, and will not make my life better.
dysfunctional
Arcanist
- Oct 26, 2018
- 459
Personally i think would make things better, but I don't see my flaws as a person being changed much by all that money.
Truthfully? I think I'd set up stuff to leave behind. Otherwise no, I'd seek out to create the perfect exit with that instead.
Truthfully? I think I'd set up stuff to leave behind. Otherwise no, I'd seek out to create the perfect exit with that instead.
I would focus a lot of that money on medical research, and hopefully it would be enough to find a cure for ALS. If that were the case, I wouldn't need to CTB! 
HappyMstake
Not so happy as it turns out.
- May 29, 2020
- 170
Chronicillness
Experienced
- Jun 19, 2018
- 236
Yes. Money can't some of my most insufferable circumstances, but it does give hope. It would certainly help me pay for medical treatments that I can not currently afford.
I think I would live a little longer but only to buy something for my close ones and give them money. I wouldn't be happier and I'm sure I would spend some money on my binge food (as a person with bulimia) and I would feel bad about it and become more suicidal
