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Deformationalplagio

Born deformed
Dec 28, 2019
378
Would still be deformed so yes it wont change a thing. If you would not you're probably not in a situation where you should kill yourself anyways.. Sorry not sorry
 
Deleted member 19654

Deleted member 19654

Working towards recovery.
Jul 9, 2020
1,627
I feel like it could fix a lot of my problems and I could even use the money for good causes and as a result feel better about myself. Don't know if it's a permanent stop to suicidal feelings but it will pause it at least. And perhaps with more money there's also more ctb options. Maybe I'd move to the US and buy myself a gun.
 
StellaArtoix

StellaArtoix

Student
Jul 25, 2020
130
Yep, I think I've known my whole life I would die by suicide but with that kind of money I'd use it to help people that really need it first and foremost. I think it would be a blast giving away money for really worthy causes. Someone needing surgery for something that would really make a difference to their lives or someone in terrible poverty. Then after I'd done that I'd maybe travel more.
 
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so tired or manic

so tired or manic

Arcanist
Jun 12, 2020
462
yes. I would be happier until word caught on and everyone started harassing me for the money.
 
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Lordsudbury

Specialist
Jul 26, 2020
306
No ...already have some money. It's peace of mind I need.
 
Grey-zone

Grey-zone

Student
Feb 2, 2019
147
Of course not. There would be no fear of wasting the best years of your life in wage drudgery. You could meet so many more interesting people, have time to travel wherever you wanted, spend money on any creative project, cosmetic surgery for when you age, the finest clothes, etc etc... It wouldn't buy happiness itself, but would relieve the monotony of a low-wage existence and the social failure of not having a resume/career. Hell, I could do most of those things with a million $ or less.
 
FireFox

FireFox

Enlightened
Apr 8, 2020
1,839
No
The money would enable me to fix my life

If i was a multi billionare i wouldnt tell anyone because that is how you end up getting fake friends and people using you for your wealth
With the money
- I would pay off my student loan
- i would study for more university courses
- Travel
- move to a different city in the UK and start again.
 
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Grav

Elementalist
Jul 26, 2020
817
Yes I would be but not for a while, that much money allows a lot of "self-med buying". Eventually though it's just more stuff. Even using the money to help others would only be a temporary fix and that much money brings on a new level of goofs to add more misery.
 
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AlreadyGone

AlreadyGone

Taking it day by day
Jan 11, 2020
917
Yes. Money doesn't always buy happiness. I will still have my problems, just with money to go with it.
 
Shinkansen

Shinkansen

life is pain
Jul 14, 2020
615
money, like any material good, has no value if the soul wants to leave this world.
 
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Nymph

Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,564
Nope, I believe money can buy happiness. It would mean I wouldn't have to work to survive and I could just have fun for the rest of my life. That would be pretty cool. Or at least be able to buy N if I do wanna end it after all but I don't think I would. Money can do so many things
 
Freeme3820

Freeme3820

One day this Girl will be free <3
Jul 27, 2020
120
I used to think it would make life bearable but these days even that wouldent help
 
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wednesday

Member
Jul 15, 2020
9
Yes and No, money cant buy you happiness but it sure as hell can make you miserable in comfort.
 
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unprecocious

unprecocious

Not advanced
Jul 23, 2020
15
Yes. I would only find it easier to carry out my plan. Poverty creates many roadblocks, but doesn't create inherent desire for self-destruction. Likewise, having money creates great access, but does not guarantee personal stability.
 
Greenberg

Greenberg

nitrogenexit.blogspot.com
Jun 28, 2020
1,062
As long as there is sufficient money to resolve the initial problem w/o CTB.
 
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I

I screwed up

Waiting for the damn bus
Sep 11, 2019
883
Yes .... Will help everyone around me
 
iDieUDie80

iDieUDie80

Arcanist
Jul 6, 2020
403
Assuming I'm still in the predicament I'm in, and the only difference is that I'm now a multi-billionaire, then likely yes. It could very likely induce suicidal action because more eyes would presumably be on me, people would read into my background, they would presume that I am an evil person now with a striking amount of money. But hey, at least I could probably afford lethal injection or something.
 
Szs33

Szs33

Member
Sep 12, 2018
51
I would still be suicidal but my method would change.
 
Abgrundanziehung

Abgrundanziehung

or Abi for short
Jun 24, 2020
216
Much less so. I would drop all my current plans and start getting the expensive treatments and procedures that would probably make me functional enough to enjoy life. I could afford an assistant, house cleaner, etc for everything I need help with.
 
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InaccessibleHour

InaccessibleHour

Student
Sep 1, 2018
143
The only way a billion dollars would get rid of my otherwise incurable mental disease is for it to buy me some good ol' N (or that N alternative that someone mentioned that is apparently even more rare to come by, IDK whether more expensive but it's also apparently stronger. Forget what it was called) and put myself to sleep forever. I'd have an endless amount of money to spend on scams and to buy my way out of jail if customs caught me, although IDK if that would be an option with something like that, maybe I'd hire a lawyer or something lol. I'd figure out something to do with it
 
C

Cutepoison

Losing all hope was freedom
Dec 22, 2019
191
Yes, i would still ctb, but I'd do a few things before that
 
T

thickiana

My battery is low, gotta go
Jul 19, 2020
19
Yes. I'd still be trapped in this fucked up, sick body.
 
Deleted-User-0

Deleted-User-0

Experienced
Jan 30, 2020
217
I buy a yacht get loads of girls and coke and I eventually shoot myself in yacht's pool
 

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