I sleep with the TV on , so light doesn't bother me. And, I enjoy time without lights. If I can come up with the funds, I'm going to have a cabin built way off in the woods, and it will have no electricity or plumbing. I'll have an outhouse, and a fireplace. Candles will be my light, and I'll have a full bookshelf. I used to take a month every summer to disappear into the woods and live off the land. All I would take with me was a .410 shotgun, hatchet, and survival knife. I knew how to build a fire, build shelter, and find my own food. It was absolute bliss. If I wasn't in a fucking wheelchair, I would still be doing it.
TL/DR: it's almost impossible for me to choose.
Would you rather have to live with your family for the rest of your life or never see them again?