Discussion Would you kill yourself for being forever alone?

[Blurry_Buildings]

Sometimes, I think at this point it would be immoral to even try to build a relationship with someone when I know I am going to kill myself soon. I'm not planning to die just because I think I will be forever alone, but when I think about it, I'm sure I wouldn't want to die as much if I were in a loving relationship. Even when I know I won't be alive for it, the thought of being forever alone scares me, and even if my other reasons didn't exist, I wonder if I'd kill myself just out of not having anyone who I could love and who could love me back.

Some people can be happy alone, but I don't think I could, especially knowing I would be forever isolated, alone, and unlovable. When I am ready to die (a few delays but I have a really good feeling about this winter), I'm sure it will make no difference to me anymore, but I'd like to know how it affects you?

 

[TheEmptyVoid]

Sometimes, I think at this point it would be immoral to even try to build a relationship with someone when I know I am going to kill myself soon. I'm not planning to die just because I think I will be forever alone, but when I think about it, I'm sure I wouldn't want to die as much if I were in a loving relationship. Even when I know I won't be alive for it, the thought of being forever alone scares me, and even if my other reasons didn't exist, I wonder if I'd kill myself just out of not having anyone who I could love and who could love me back.

Some people can be happy alone, but I don't think I could, especially knowing I would be forever isolated, alone, and unlovable. When I am ready to die (a few delays but I have a really good feeling about this winter), I'm sure it will make no difference to me anymore, but I'd like to know how it affects you?

I would kill myself too (because everyone hates me for no reason in real life and I'm ugly as hell)

 

[wham311]

Being alone is a miserable life and causes intense depression and anxiety and aggression. Those are all features.

No it is not a life worth living

 

[tiredoflife2]

Yes I would personally. I don't have any friends, don't talk to family, when my son moves out I'll really be alone. I might end up going for days without talking to anyone. There won't be any point to my existence at that point. I'm shit with relationships as well.

 

[kitkat9234]

Yes I would personally. I don't have any friends, don't talk to family, when my son moves out I'll really be alone. I might end up going for days without talking to anyone. There won't be any point to my existence at that point. I'm shit with relationships as well.

Same.

 

[Dejected 55]

That's why I'm doing it in a couple of months. I've never had anyone in my life, and I'm tired of pretending I'm okay. I'm tired of being around people who have relationships and don't understand how miserable I am. I'm tired of "it gets better" and "there is someone out there for you" and "you should enjoy being single" or whatever the platitude of the moment is.

A couple more months and I'm finally out.