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monolog

Student
Oct 29, 2024
147
If it that would guarantee that no living thing would endure any pain ever again, they would probably disappear
 
meddle

meddle

pink floyd is half of my personality
Jan 11, 2024
207
sorry, but no. you can call me selfish, but i dont want to suffer that much
 
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hurb

hurb

I care too much to give a f*ck
Jan 22, 2026
268
this has to be ragebait
 
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truehappiness

truehappiness

How long until I can be happy?
Mar 3, 2026
50
If it that would guarantee that no living thing would endure any pain ever again, they would probably disappear
Nice theoretical question.

If I could. I actually would do it!

Why? Because I am already over the tipping point on if I want to CTB or not.
And I feel like more suffering would speed the process up quite a bit.

If I can get N in return you would not even have to ask a second time :pfff:
Would immediately take it all on.
 
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meatballlover

meatballlover

Member
Feb 23, 2026
33
Nice theoretical question.

If I could. I actually would do it!

Why? Because I am already over the tipping point on if I want to CTB or not.
And I feel like more suffering would speed the process up quite a bit.

If I can get N in return you would not even have to ask a second time :pfff:
Would immediately take it all on.
What if the suffering means you cannot ctb
 
OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
1,522
The intensity and inescapability of my suffering shock me sometimes. I just cannot believe it hurts this much. And there's nothing I can do to stop it save CTB because the pain is over who I am and how I've lived for a long time. The pain of being a bad, weak person. The mental resources for happiness just aren't there; I destroyed them.
 

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