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вечный сон

вечный сон

Hey, I'm using SanctionedSuicide
Sep 17, 2025
177
This was probably asked a dozen times already.

I just saw an Interview with Dr. Kevorkian who helped atleast 130 terminally ill people commit suicide, talk about this topic and even he said, that he wouldn't want to be born if he could choose.

We fucked this World up so Bad i wouldn't even want to be Born as a millionars Baby with no trauma whatsoever. You can't be happy in this World anymore. We only see greed, suffering and the relentless destruction of our World.
You have to be delusional or have some sort of psychopathic traits to be content in this shithole.

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BoulderSoWhat

BoulderSoWhat

Student
Aug 29, 2024
172
I remember posting something like this a year ago, think I found it:

 
Hime

Hime

nyaaa~
Nov 24, 2025
26
Hell no. I hate being born especially because I was brought here to truly be used as an escapegoat For my parents problems. Ugh...
 
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Scythe

Lost in a delusion
Sep 5, 2022
707
Who tf gonna answer yes here?
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
13,697
I ran a poll a while back on this and, nearly 80% of members here said 'no' (unsurprisingly.)


I think some people believe we were in fact given the choice. I suppose I've toyed around with that thought. What would have possessed me to come here?

Maybe non life is really boring if we are in fact conscious and can sense time (which I tend to doubt.) Maybe the entity lied to me about what life was actually like here. If it was about trying to gain knowledge/ experience- I hoped I would have had the sense to ask why. What qualification was I going for? What would I need it for? It must have been something worthwhile. I don't believe I'd sign up to this without good reason.

I think maybe if I was feeling altruistic- perhaps I came here to give my Mum what she always wanted- a child. I must have been nicer than I am now though! Because, she died 3 years later and my life pretty much unravelled because of the consequences- my Dad remarrying and a difficult childhood after that. Would I have still given her that 'gift' knowing that? I'm not sure really.
Good point. I forgot to mention "if you knew you would have a good life" in the title.

That has to assume everything is predestined. What would happen though? We get to see a trailer, view a brochure, play a demo of our lives? Do we get to know about any of the bad bits? But then, knowing them, we could live in such a way to try and avoid those things sometimes.

But I mean- maybe. If the trailer is good for a film, I'll watch it.

I reckon it would still be a lie though. Who goes through life unscathed? Some bad things are bound to happen. Who decides what makes a 'good' standard life too? I might not necessarily agree. My life might seem good in comparison to others. Doesn't mean I'm satisfied with it.

If I knew I was destined to be successful and wealthy from birth- would I try all that hard at school? Would I bother doing the things I wasn't so keen on?

How about the psychopathic, criminal element of our society? Presumably, it makes them more happy to do unsociable and cruel acts. Are there even psychopathic souls? Or, is it all down to nurture? People who harm others have often been harmed themselves. Who would choose to come alive in order to be abused? But then, maybe the idea of having power over others is very appealing to them so- they still accept. So now- you have a potentially dangerous person in the world. They came here to exercise their free choice but, they'll do so harming others. If humans now get the choice to avoid things like bullying and abuse, who will they get to pick on? Animals? So- will it be such a perfect world still? Ultimately, how does everyone get their way if we all want different things?

Even when it comes to partners say- will there be the exact amount of people of varying sexualities to find someone? Will we all be attracted equally to one another? How can there be choice and still, everyone gets what they need?
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,026
No never rather all I want is to be permanently unconscious with this torturous, cruel and futile existence all gone and forgotten, I just hope and wish to never suffer again, I find it the most terrible, dreadful tragedy how this existence was imposed causing all this harm and suffering as a result and I wish I never suffered more than anything, to me existence just feels like a mistake, I see existence as the problem, I see it as an abomination to be burdened with this existence of unnecessary suffering where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured, I find it so deeply undesirable to exist in every way.
 
TwistedNightmares

TwistedNightmares

I revoke my subscription from life.
Nov 1, 2025
117
No. I should have never been born in the first place.