would you do something impulsively if you'd ctb soon?

[lnlybnny]

what would be it?

 

[thenamingofcats]

Honestly I don't think so. There are too many variables and I'd be concerned SI would kick in and then I'd be really screwed.

 

[AkaRed]

As of right now? There isn't anything necessarily impulsive I can think I'd do. I'd have to be in the middle of a high-stress complete breakdown to pull of something like that. Maybe I'd attack someone or throw myself in front of an oncoming truck. But I'd probably need to be in a high speed area like a highway.. and how the fuck am I going to pull off all those factors at once, at the same time? Not to even mention getting past SI...

God I wish I was bold enough to do it, though.

<3

 

[cursedbynature64]

I don't think so for me. Cause if I fail my attempt, I then have yet another thing to be concerned about in addition to the mental and physical pain that would come from a failed attempt.

 

[mehdone]

Yes.
If I've committed to ctb? Why not live life fully until the day that I chose comes.

 

[Lifeaffirmingchoice]

Yes, I've already started to act more impulsively now that I give zero fucks knowing I have an escape hatch from this hellhole