Discussion Would you ctb if you were rich?

[wisp]

If I were rich, I would rather not die and not think about suicide.
If I were rich, I wouldn't have the problems I have now, I wouldn't have the fear of not finding work for the next few years, I wouldn't have the fear of staying in a home, I wouldn't have the fear of settling down and supporting myself financially. The main reason for my craving for CTB is the lack of money, along with the lack of desire and skills issue to join the organised underworld.
I consider myself a failure and it is not long before I am left alone and without money, so I would rather die at this neet stage than die of despair and suffering.

 

[Ampsvx123]

The fundamental issues to life are not solved with any amount of wealth, only those with little desire, little dream, little ambitions, are at home here.

 

[ceriseange♡]

I feel like it would help for a little while. Not having to worry about bills or rent would definitely be nice, and being able to distract myself with ridiculous things and spoiling my loved ones would keep me occupied in a 'happier' for a bit! Once it wears off though, I think the desire would come back. The money wouldn't take away my mental illness.

 

[Spiritual survivor]

No it would remove alot of stress. U can then do what u actually want to every day.

 

[Beyond_Repair]

Assuming you were to become filthy rich, like on a Kylie Jenner level, would this affect your desire to ctb?

I think I would still eventually CTB, but if I was rich I'd at least be able to do whatever I wanted before then. I'd probably quit my job and travel the world first. Maybe go on a cruise lol

 

[F@#$]

Probably not. Most of my problems come from lack of funds and my hatred of working to make someone else wealthy.

 

[Timelapse]

I would go to Las Vegas and have 1 final big lūʻau.
Invite everyone I've ever known. Friends and Enemies alike.
Give whoever shows up 10+ million each.
Enjoy 1 final smoke.
Unveil my custom made guillotine inside a giant locked metal cage and cease to be in front of everyone.

 

[passivethought121]

I wouldn't. With enough money I can look how I want and live how I want. Any problems I have with myself or the world can ultimately be fixed by living as a hermit someplace comfortable. Maybe I'd buy one of those self-sustaining houses.