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Would you want to live?

  • Yes.

    Votes: 72 62.1%
  • No.

    Votes: 21 18.1%
  • I wish to not exist at all. No matter what conditions.

    Votes: 34 29.3%

  • Total voters
    116
notverylucid

notverylucid

Truth is... the game was rigged from the start
Aug 18, 2023
66
If I was mentally and physically healthy, then I don't think I would even be myself. For my whole adult life and most of my teenage years, I've been severely depressed, to the point that it's become a part of myself. Once all the childhood glamour disappeared, I was just left with depression. It honestly scares me thinking of not being depressed, because I don't know what would be left of me. A soulless void existing simply on the basic mechanisms that sustains itself, like an animal that lives solely by instincts. So I wish that I never had existed.
 
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GhostShell

GhostShell

Member
Dec 5, 2023
82
Everyone is just temporarily abled, though the length may make life worth living for some.

I was blessed with just a few measly months of great health and freedom, and just when I was really starting to experience life to the fullest, it was gone.

I dont think anyone would choose to live a life that is just suffering 97% of it.

On the other hand, if I was given 10,20 good years? Sure, I would do it.
 

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