I lived on about £100 a month, all bills included, for over 4 years, sacrificing my quality of life, being very careful never to indulge in luxuries. I saved a considerable sum of money. I suffered immensely to do so. I saved because I'm unfairly being held to ransom by my whole family, who expect me to cough up several tens of thousands.
I have money, but I can't use it. Covid happened and showed me I sacrificed my quality of life for nothing, for selfish, manipulative people that have no right and don't deserve it.
I'm trapped with savings I can't use and in a property I can't sell and leave. The impact on my mental health of being guilted for money and forcing myself to live on nothing for years has meant I'm now too far gone to cope with the financial bullshit and legal bullshit.
I've stopped caring. I'm not going to get a chance to spend what I saved and if I did give them what they want, I'd never be free of the resentment of the injustice of the situation. They're all considerably well off and supported by family. I'm alone, isolated and impoverished, with nobody supporting me. I'm expected to pay them when I have nothing and they have everything.
My intention is to die in this property they're feuding over. The savings are with my S/O so they wouldn't get that. But there's still the value in the house and they can fight over my grave and disrespect my memory as much as they want. Just goes to show what kind of people they are.
They can have the money over my dead body. Literally.