Would it get any better?

[helencry]

What should you do when your life is falling a part but you got to act like nothing is really happening?
Some times I want to stop and just try to relax but my mind wont let me do it, it always will bring back those memories and the feeling that that person gave me, and will never be the same.

Its hard to live a life when you dont know what to do with it, or where should I go, or how should I react to all that is happening around me, I cant make things up.

What should I do?

 

[enjoytheride]

Hi! I am sorry that you are going through this.

What I would do is try to reset my mind and my plans and give myself a new chance at life. When things have become too complicated, too enmeshed, like a confusing yarn ball, perhaps the best is to return to the roots of who you are and think about who would like to be in the future, stripping your vision from all the complications and distractions. I don't know how to put it more eloquently, but what I would like to share with you as an advice is very similar in spirit to what I told the kind user 100percentbeer in their post:

Can someone listen to my story and tell me if it's worth trying to live?

Edit: I can't DM anyone so here is the whole story, visible to the world wide Web. I hate it haha but I'm desperate. I guess I don't have messaging privileges yet so I'll have to post here. --- I got bullied a lot in high school for maybe being autistic and a lesbian. Bad combo. I guess I...

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What I try to do in order to keep sailing in life is always try to salvage the useful, good pieces of the ship that has been broken apart by the waves or the storm, and build a new boat or a ship with these parts. Then take it from there as a new journey. A wise man once said something in the lines of: "every day there's a morning, and every morning can be a fresh start". I know it sounds overly optimistic and easier said than done. Still thoughts worth entertaining.

Best wishes!

 

[juliaiscrazyer]

It always seems like it is bad and you don't have a way to exit of your shit. But you need to get some time for yourself, out of internet and out of everything you are attached to, try to go out hiking or even for a walk on your area, some times a bit of fresh air and no other distractions is all you need to calm your mind from all your thoughts.