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- Mar 5, 2026
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Hello everyone, Im new here. Ive really just been trying to find the quickest way to ctb. Ive had a chronic condition that has ruined my entire life, I always thought I was gonna grow out of it, but I just got diagnosed and found out a couple of months ago that its permanent and will affect my entire life. Ive always endured anything, sexual abuse, mental disorders, years of ostracization, but this is something that I cant just fight. Im sorry if Im rambling. Basically, is it possible to buy and let a camping stove run and produce carbon monoxide in my room with windows sealed and the cracks of the door covered? I was also planning to not sleep 24 hours beforehand just so I could fall asleep immediately and wouldnt feel the symptoms at all and die in my sleep. Unfortunately, I live with my mother, but since she would find me in the morning, Im sure I would be dead by then, right? Im too much of a pussy to jump, its just to public, even at night and I dont have any way I can hang myself for certain and I also dont know what substances I could use if I wanted to OD. Maybe I coule combine household things like bleach and alcohol and I could die from that? Ive heard SN is deadly, would I just have to mix like 20 grams with water and I would die? Please, someone respond, Im begging you, I just need advice.