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MadAna

MadAna

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May 8, 2023
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I would love to wake up tomorrow and be dead. How perfect would be.... But I'm too young to die sleeping.. Unfortunately... Fuck this life!
 
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Tombs_in_your_eyes

Tombs_in_your_eyes

Probably crying
Oct 18, 2024
128
I'd love that too.

I recently made the mistake of looking up the % likelihood of dying within a year of people in my age bracket (young adult). Looks like I'm stuck in this bodymind prison for a while longer!!!
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
2,316
How would you wake up it you died? 🤔
 
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-Link-

Member
Aug 25, 2018
765
Totally read the title as "Would be awesome to wake up the dead."

I was like, whoa, it's Opposite Day... seen this movie before... it doesn't end well...
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,687
I wish for the same, all I personally hope for is to fall into an eternal, dreamless sleep and never suffer ever again, non-existence is all I personally see as desirable and is all I hope for, I'm always so tired of being burdened with this existence and it just feels so dreadful to me how I cannot just choose to never wake again.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
That's such a bizarre oxymoron. You can't wake up dead. I assume you meant that you wanted to die during your sleep? If so, same here. Dying during my sleep is definitely the best thing that could happen to me
 
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Valhala

Valhala

Arcanist
Jul 30, 2024
492
This is a paradox - if they were dead they wouldn't wake up.
 
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dontwakemeup

Paragon
Nov 11, 2024
909
My hope is to never wake up! I don't care if it's a nap, I never want to wake up!
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,802
I would love to wake up tomorrow and be dead. How perfect would be.... But I'm too young to die sleeping.. Unfortunately... Fuck this life!

I recall in my teen years a girl I worked with, who would have been about 18/19 yrs died in her sleep from, I believe, a brain aneurism. She was in perfect health as far as anyone knew, held down two jobs, just went to sleep one night and never woke up.
So, who knows, you could get lucky.
 
deadtrace

deadtrace

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Aug 7, 2023
81
Yeah lol I hope for that most nights.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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Like a zombie?
 
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kitkat9234

Arcanist
Nov 27, 2024
477
I wish I could go to sleep and never wake up. Every morning I am pissed that I'm alive. Literally cursing out loud.
 
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MadAna

MadAna

Member
May 8, 2023
30
I wish I could go to sleep and never wake up. Every morning I am pissed that I'm alive. Literally cursing out loud.
yeah, i know. every fkn time. every fkn day. with all the drugs and alcool and speeding and shit, i never ended up dead in some way. it's like the universe wants me to be miserable as long as possible
 
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MercenariesofMidgar

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Nov 30, 2024
375
Too relatable. Every few days or so I just fantasize drifting to sleep and never waking up as I laid on my bed.
 
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YandereMikuMistress

YandereMikuMistress

you say falling victim to myself is weak, so be it
Apr 26, 2023
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Prism

Prism

🌈💎
Jul 15, 2024
130
Yeah, that would be ideal for me, too. Would save me the trouble of doing it myself, and the anxiety that leads up to it. Plus, I'd get to die doing what I love, and who doesn't want that?
 
ImsooDone1N

ImsooDone1N

Arcanist
Nov 22, 2018
857
Well, idk about waking up dead, I don't like to wake up. I hate it- it's one thing I dread the most. But it would be great to just "not wake up". I hope for that every time I go to sleep… "please don't let me wake up".
 
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simplyshmee

simplyshmee

Member
Oct 25, 2024
31
On a light note,
I read this and instantly thought of the Scary Movie skit "go to bed dead" I'm sorry
 

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