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sovietbags

CaliTwink
Nov 21, 2025
5
hi, i recently turned 18, and honestly i cant keep doing this, however im scared to die and want someone to do it with me. im a male, and i was hoping someone was planning on dying soon in my area so we could do it together. idk if this is against the rules i didnt find them that clear, but if so dm me lol, cuz i genuinly hate my life, but i dont wanna die alone.
 
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ilovepsyschonaut4

crawlingmillipede
Nov 19, 2025
27
hi, i recently turned 18, and honestly i cant keep doing this, however im scared to die and want someone to do it with me. im a male, and i was hoping someone was planning on dying soon in my area so we could do it together. idk if this is against the rules i didnt find them that clear, but if so dm me lol, cuz i genuinly hate my life, but i dont wanna die alone.
Aw man, I live right next to California but I'd be scared that I would survive somehow and become institutionalized while still having to carry survivors guilt.
 
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sovietbags

CaliTwink
Nov 21, 2025
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Aw man, I live right next to California but I'd be scared that I would survive somehow and become institutionalized while still having to carry survivors guilt.
yeah its scary. i really want someone to die with me though since dying alone for me in too scary :(. i really want someone
 
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plsyapyap

plsyapyap

Student
May 20, 2025
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hi, i recently turned 18, and honestly i cant keep doing this, however im scared to die and want someone to do it with me. im a male, and i was hoping someone was planning on dying soon in my area so we could do it together. idk if this is against the rules i didnt find them that clear, but if so dm me lol, cuz i genuinly hate my life, but i dont wanna die alone.
Hey, i recently turned 18 too and having these urges to end myself but i really wish that my urges disappear, since ur as my age and male as well, do you wanna talk about this more? Like why you wanna do it and if its there any escape or not? Its upto you.
 
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sovietbags

CaliTwink
Nov 21, 2025
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Hey, i recently turned 18 too and having these urges to end myself but i really wish that my urges disappear, since ur as my age and male as well, do you wanna talk about this more? Like why you wanna do it and if its there any escape or not? Its upto you.
sorry lol i dont reallywanna talk aboutit, just trynna die lol
 
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littlecutecorpse

littlecutecorpse

˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ daily suffering ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
Nov 13, 2025
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hi, it probably seems useless for me to reply here since i'm nowhere near cali and can't travel, but well...i'm wishing you the best <3
 
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Baisley

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Jan 18, 2025
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What is your method on how you will even CTB? Just having a partner with no ctb method isn't going to work. Do you have a planned out method or are you hoping the other person has knowledge of a well planned out method?
 
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sovietbags

CaliTwink
Nov 21, 2025
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What is your method on how you will even CTB? Just having a partner with no ctb method isn't going to work. Do you have a planned out method or are you hoping the other person has knowledge of a well planned out method?
either jump off a roof or they have a plan
 
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