Help Would anyone be willing to watch me ctb?

[fluorescentpearl]

And record it.. . . When I'm gone I want the video to exist so if my beloved finds out and wishes to see, or anyone else in my life, but I have no idea how I'd do it myself.. Is this even an ok thing to ask? No idea

Edit: I want to specify that I'm mainly thinking of it being a videocall that the other person screen records, so in my planned last message to people I care about (my beloved) there's an option to contact whoever I was on call with to get the video if he wishes to see

 

[KiraNosferatu]

And record it.. . . When I'm gone I want the video to exist so if my beloved finds out and wishes to see, or anyone else in my life, but I have no idea how I'd do it myself.. Is this even an ok thing to ask? No idea

you could livestream on some sketchy website methinks

 

[fluorescentpearl]

you could livestream on some sketchy website methinks

I mostly wish it could be One person so that in my last message to him I can say that he can contact them if he wants the video, ykwim?

 

[KiraNosferatu]

I mostly wish it could be One person so that in my last message to him I can say that he can contact them if he wants the video, ykwim?

ooohhh i see.
you could maybe set up a camera that records it all, and then somehow automate sending it? wouldn't know, i am tech illiterate

 

[fluorescentpearl]

ooohhh i see.
you could maybe set up a camera that records it all, and then somehow automate sending it? wouldn't know, i am tech illiterate

I have no idea, my original idea was to videocall whoever would be ok w it and they screenrec it or something

 

[KiraNosferatu]

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I have no idea, my original idea was to videocall whoever would be ok w it and they screenrec it or something

Oohhh i see. When would u even ctb

 

[fluorescentpearl]

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Oohhh i see. When would u even ctb

Hopefully before the 17 of august!

 

[KiraNosferatu]

Hopefully before the 17 of august!

for me i want it to be like this week already but God i want SN so badly

 

[fluorescentpearl]

for me i want it to be like this week already but God i want SN so badly

I had it ordered but I'm trying to refund it so I can just do fsh instead, it feels more romantic!

 

[KiraNosferatu]

I had it ordered but I'm trying to refund it so I can just do fsh instead, it feels more romantic!

I find SN the most romantic and comfy actually since you can like—do stuff before you're unconscious instead of just..... hanging there yknow... also pain

 

[fluorescentpearl]

I find SN the most romantic and comfy actually since you can like—do stuff before you're unconscious instead of just..... hanging there yknow... also pain

I like the idea of suffering for him, weirdly enough

 

[KiraNosferatu]

I like the idea of suffering for him, weirdly enough

i get that completely. for me it's a "whatever it takes" thing, where i just need to die as fast as i can in a specific way. and well, i've pussied out of jumping way too much now so my whatever it takes can only be a comfy death.
i think we have similar goals though, wanna dm? you seem nice!!

 

[fluorescentpearl]

i get that completely. for me it's a "whatever it takes" thing, where i just need to die as fast as i can in a specific way. and well, i've pussied out of jumping way too much now so my whatever it takes can only be a comfy death.
i think we have similar goals though, wanna dm? you seem nice!!

Of course! So do uu, and I hope uu find peace regardless of the method

 

[KiraNosferatu]

Of course! So do uu, and I hope uu find peace regardless of the method

just sent a dm!! no clue how they work though, don't know how to get to the section where all my dms should be..

 

[azuyukawhat]

And record it.. . . When I'm gone I want the video to exist so if my beloved finds out and wishes to see, or anyone else in my life, but I have no idea how I'd do it myself.. Is this even an ok thing to ask? No idea

Edit: I want to specify that I'm mainly thinking of it being a videocall that the other person screen records, so in my planned last message to people I care about (my beloved) there's an option to contact whoever I was on call with to get the video if he wishes to see

Well the other person have to use a recording platform like obs i think.

 

[fluorescentpearl]

Well the other person have to use a recording platform like obs i think.

I was mainly thinking it could be a screen recording.. What's OBS?
Bump!