I absolutely love this reply. It resonates very deeply for me. My parents sent me to conversion therapy when I was 17 to try and make me straight.
But instead, the rejection I experienced from my family and the church really fucked my life up.
One of my favorite Bible verses that also proves how foolish the Bible is Ezekiel 23:20:
"There she lusted after her lovers, whose genitals were like those of donkeys and whose emission was like that of horses."
Why couldn't we have discussed that verse in Sunday School?
But I get you OP. I want to Ctb, and even though the church fucked me up and brainwashed me as a young child, a large part of me still fears dying and going to hell. It's so stupid.