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developic

developic

I'll die saving a life.
Aug 8, 2025
80
I've been thinking about this for a year or more—like I have no control over my feelings, like I'm becoming just a body without a soul.
In this upset situation, I even created a song… but I didn't like singing 🥸 hahaha 🥲. I forgot the lyrics, but if I find the recording, I'll definitely post it.

Everything started a couple of years ago. I tried to commit suicide, but I failed. I tried to cut my arteries, but it was so hard for me to actually cut, and it was hellishly painful. Like, fuck, I realized I wouldn't die from blood loss—I'd die from the pain.
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fedup1982

Wizard
Jul 17, 2025
633
Yeah dying is FKING hard. Fk it. Fk life. Why can't I just die in my sleep like a lucky person???
 
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developic

I'll die saving a life.
Aug 8, 2025
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3rdworldsadness

Can you ever stop the suffering?
Dec 22, 2024
172
I have thought and planned about set myself on fire 🔥 but after knowing it's the most painful way to die and you can survive too, I noped lol. I need a less painful way hah
 
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TheVanishingPoint

Experienced
May 20, 2025
234
There is no limit to the human imagination when it comes to causing pain and suffering, and biology lends itself perfectly to it. Just look at cancer patients and other diseases and conditions. So, in the top three list, I'd put the following:
1. Crucifixion (longer agony with consciousness, even 24-48 hours)
2. Lingchi (extreme pain concentrated over hours with prolonged consciousness)
3. Wheel (prolonged agony with devastating bone pain, lasting hours and the suffering is intense and can drive you mad)
Then I'd put impalement, but it must be considered that one isn't always conscious despite the many hours spent, even 24 or more.
 
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Mooseanonsky

Mooseanonsky

Member
Apr 13, 2018
88
Yeah it's extremely difficult to die from cutting. I tried that a couple years ago and was left with fucked up scars lol.

My random list, not in any particular order:

1. Tylenol overdose. That sounds like fucking torture. Liver failing, suffering for a couple days, yeah no thanks.
2. Ricin poisoning
2. Cyanide poisoning
3. Setting yourself on fire, idk how people do this
4. Starvation and dehydration. I can't imagine going days without food or water.
5. Insert medieval torture here
 
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tooBadTooLate

Student
Aug 16, 2025
102
I've read in some pulp fiction novel about succinylcholine being used to induce a heart attack in a terrorist financier. It's not pretty, the target screaming in pain and calling out for God as he dies and all. Dehydration is an awful way to go, too, having to suffer hallucinations by the third day before finally fading away.

Also, being in a explosive decompression incident. Case-in-point: the 1983 Byford Dolphin accident.
 
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mlb

close your eyes and you'll leave this dream
Jul 14, 2025
155
being eaten alive by a predator sounds horrifying
 
shampoo sniffer

shampoo sniffer

Terminal
Aug 10, 2025
285
1. Getting trapped in one of those industrial ovens and burning to death.

2. Dying alone in a care home with no family to look after you. Sitting in your own faeces and urine. Being abused by the staff. All the while losing your mind to alzheimers and you have no idea what is going on.
 

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