Story worst day at uni...

[3rd worlder issues]

she was an angel... standing alone, wandering around on her phone
2 years

Spoiler: context

she basically rejected me two years ago and is one of the reason I became homeless drop out. even drew sketch of her once and sent it anonymously..

and still she's the one. did she see my arm cuts? or didn't? she wouldn't care either way.
what makes an angel be into a demonic hideous being like me.
goddamn sure I felt the sorrows in her, she probably have great life, friends and everything but when it comes in sensing people aura I can't go wrong.


today I cry for her.. for a one sided naive feelings.. i cry for her sorrows not mine.

call me simp, weak, retard, idc..

there won't be any after her. as if there was any before her. silly me.

dying alone.. just a number. random number who couldn't be human.
I deserve all the bad shit happening to me, karma is real.

wish I hadn't see her standing alone.

 

[GenesAndEnvironment]

there won't be any after her. as if there was any before her. silly me.

I-It's too real, bros.

 

[aBLEACHyindividual]

Avoid the places shes goes bro, watch some porn if you haven't already or watch lots of it, try to block out any memories of her face or who she even is. Oneitis is tuff to escape