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johntee2

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I'm crapping myself. My N arrived in the country today. Tracking says it's "out for delivery". Please, please dont let it have been seized by customs. It should arrive tomorrow if it has passed customs. If it hasn't, I'm in big trouble. I have no plan B. If I'm arrested, thats it. They don't treat psychiatric patients with any kid gloves here.
I plan to take it on the day I get it. My wife will be asleep next door. I hope she doesn't hear me choking or making noises. If I'm saved, I'm extra fucked. Does anyone know if it can be noisy passing from N?
 
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johntee2

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I plan to take the N with my wife in the room next door and without antiemetics. That's if it arrives. My plan is full of holes, isn't it?
 
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UterEntonaur

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My plan is full of holes, isn't it?
Once you get it, store it somewhere safe, then take your time and carefully think/plan everything. There's no rush in CTB - it runs to our own schedules remember

I'll keep my fingers crossed that it reaches you safely :hug:
 
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If it's out for delivery and it passed the customs, you will surely receive it.
 
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johntee2

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I think if the cops were on to me they would mark it as out for delivery In order to surprise me?
 
Life_and_Death

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How does your delivery system work? When something here says out for delivery it means it's out for delivery and (unless the driver doesn't/cant deliver it) your package will be there that day.
 
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johntee2

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How does your delivery system work? When something here says out for delivery it means it's out for delivery and (unless the driver doesn't/cant deliver it) your package will be there that day.
The tracing says delivery by 9pm. It's on the road somewhere if what they say is true.
 
Life_and_Death

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The tracing says delivery by 9pm. It's on the road somewhere if what they say is true.
It sounds like it's in your city and its going to get delivered today. Sounds to me like it got through customs just fine
 
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johntee2

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It sounds like it's in your city and its going to get delivered today. Sounds to me like it got through customs just fine
I hope so. My next big risk is taking it while my wife sleeps next door. I have to go in the next day or two. My life is unbearable
 
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