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ikadasui

ikadasui

Arcanist
May 29, 2018
464
Woke up as usual miserable and wishing I had done away with this life with my 45 cal like normal. Clock keeps ticking, but I have to shift my entire miserable perspective to go do asinine shit for hours to prolong my dog existence. Why? I do not fucking want to be there and even though I'm not physically being beat for it, my situation will get worse if I don't, best part is I have 0 dollars in my bank account right now... not a single dime to my name literally, and with my next paycheck I'll still barely have anything and I'm going to be short this month for rent again like always. What the fuck is the point? I can't live any form of quality out here, stuck in a body I despise with all my being, spend nearly all my hours in pure misery and all the money I do make is just "not enough" because some fuck I haven't even seen in person needs over 1k a month to occupy a tiny ass room they otherwise wouldn't even be living in! Makes no fucking sense, man. This unit was vacant for weeks, and instead of just letting some poor soul have it you fleece 1k a month for it and nowadays that's considered cheap... I could be living just fine without rent at least financially it's just artificial pork to further complicate this already fucked up game we all play
 
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squidhead

squidhead

You`ve met with a terrible fate, haven`t you?
Jun 13, 2022
33
Fully agree. I always wonder how the hell everyone is ok with this bullshit. You work at least 8 hours a day, possibly 12+ depending on job, plus the time it takes to go to work and back, getting prepared and all that. Thats easily 12-15 hours a day just for work. Then whatever is left for home chores, eating, showering, etc.
Thats 3/4 of your day doing shit you hate for someone else. Every single day, 5-6 times a week, for the rest of your life. WTF.

How is no one else going mental over this? I dont know what other options or alternatives there are, but im sure theres something we as a society can come up with better than this shit.
The people complaining about work being too much, taking way too much of your life seem to be such a minority especially in real life. The moment I mention it I get looked at like im crazy or something.
I dont get what makes it so bearable or enjoyable (how?).
 
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ikadasui

ikadasui

Arcanist
May 29, 2018
464
Fully agree. I always wonder how the hell everyone is ok with this bullshit. You work at least 8 hours a day, possibly 12+ depending on job, plus the time it takes to go to work and back, getting prepared and all that. Thats easily 12-15 hours a day just for work. Then whatever is left for home chores, eating, showering, etc.
Thats 3/4 of your day doing shit you hate for someone else. Every single day, 5-6 times a week, for the rest of your life. WTF.

How is no one else going mental over this? I dont know what other options or alternatives there are, but im sure theres something we as a society can come up with better than this shit.
The people complaining about work being too much, taking way too much of your life seem to be such a minority especially in real life. The moment I mention it I get looked at like im crazy or something.
I dont get what makes it so bearable or enjoyable (how?).
It'd be one thing if I saw and was able to enjoy the profit of my own labor but I fucking don't! I don't make a lot of money and my meager crumbs get swept away by someone else at the end of each month how on earth is that going to motivate or make me happy knowing I'm essentially doing charity work for shit I don't care about? And you're right, you mention these feelings and people will see you as a lazy and ungreatful fuck for not wanting to be a busybee. One of my best friends always complains how tired or busy he is, and they are proud people for being exploited I respect him a lot, but it's sad to see regardless. By society's standards he's doing it right too even though he hardly has any time or enjoy to enjoy for himself. It's fucked up out here and doesn't make me want to hang around any longer than I sadly already have that's for sure
 
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diyCTB

Mage
Oct 28, 2018
573
The people complaining about work being too much, taking way too much of your life seem to be such a minority especially in real life. The moment I mention it I get looked at like im crazy or something.
I dont get what makes it so bearable or enjoyable (how?).
Maybe it is the subconscious feeling that they are not in control and cannot change anything? Mentality of victims that have Stockholm syndrome thinking they should kiss life's behind because it allows them to survive on scraps it throws them? Not having time for basuc self-care, let alone ponder about reality?

Modern slavery in late phases. A race to the bottom until there is nothing left. Became addicted to cheap, get cheap stuff, corners are cut to save on materials, corners are cut, workers get paid cheap because it's their labor now that gets devalued because others get it on a discount. A vicious cycle until it depletes itself and shit hits the fan.
 
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SamTam33

Warlock
Oct 9, 2022
763
They're programmed and conditioned to accept it. We're all told that life is a blessing. So that's all the minions focus on. Working and giving their money away to other entities sustains the 'blessing.'

It's the most perfect, most diabolical con of all time. Right up there next to religion.

People like us see the con for what it is, but we're outnumbered. So we play along for as long as we can stand it.
 
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Rational man

Rational man

Enlightened
Oct 19, 2021
1,485
It feels like humanity is sinking in the cesspit of their own making. We have blindly followed this ' dream ' and assumed it would continue. Now, the foundation stones on which we stand are cracking and we are falling down the cracks. In UK, monumental government failings have created massive debts on too of the global failings.

The situation is about to get worse with tax increases and massive public spending cuts. Many people are indebted to the hilt and will lose their homes, jobs and relationships. People are forced to decided on heat or eat whilst others including government officials squander public finances. So your situation is not isolated but it's crap even so. I'm really sorry you are in this dilemma.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,339
Working is just being a slave to the society, it's understandable as to why that would make people wish to ctb as it can certainly be awful being trapped in a life that you hate. Life is just tedious and endless suffering all for nothing, all that humans have to look forward to is the eventual deterioration from old age and then they will just die anyway.
 
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Why Me?

Experienced
Apr 5, 2022
270
I think society accepts it, because the solution it offers is "go to college' to get a good paying job, but if you don't have the health & brain power to do it, you're screwed. The only other option for a great life is entrepreneurship which is very risky. I learned all this the hard way.
 
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jodes2

jodes2

Hello people ❤️
Aug 28, 2022
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Idfk. Working is painful. Not working is painful. Life is just shit. I don't know how anyone keeps going, but normies are unreal. Living in their delusionally satisfactory lives.
 
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Obliviate

Obliviate

Abandon All Hope
Aug 13, 2022
826
It's all fucked up. Everything about society is disgusting. As humans we were never meant to do all this shit. I feel your pain. May we all get the peace we deserve
 
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Insomniac

Insomniac

𝔄 𝔲 𝔱 𝔦 𝔰 𝔪
May 21, 2021
1,357
Woke up as usual miserable and wishing I had done away with this life with my 45 cal like normal. Clock keeps ticking, but I have to shift my entire miserable perspective to go do asinine shit for hours to prolong my dog existence. Why? I do not fucking want to be there and even though I'm not physically being beat for it, my situation will get worse if I don't, best part is I have 0 dollars in my bank account right now... not a single dime to my name literally, and with my next paycheck I'll still barely have anything and I'm going to be short this month for rent again like always. What the fuck is the point? I can't live any form of quality out here, stuck in a body I despise with all my being, spend nearly all my hours in pure misery and all the money I do make is just "not enough" because some fuck I haven't even seen in person needs over 1k a month to occupy a tiny ass room they otherwise wouldn't even be living in! Makes no fucking sense, man. This unit was vacant for weeks, and instead of just letting some poor soul have it you fleece 1k a month for it and nowadays that's considered cheap... I could be living just fine without rent at least financially it's just artificial pork to further complicate this already fucked up game we all play
I know where you're coming from

"Torture" is an understatement. After more than 5 hours working each day, I start to cry and shake incontralably the rest of my work hours, while working. It's always the same thing. Impossible not to cry.

People on social media who make it seem like working and having a job is "success" are scums.

They know it's torture so to console themselves, they act like it's heaven to make depressed unemployed people feel like shit. It's their only way they get relief from the torture called work.

Even the people who make 6 figures are miserable scumbags but look at them on tik tok acting like it's the life.

I'm sorry for being mean but I'm just being purely honest.
 
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whywere

Illuminated
Jun 26, 2020
3,388
I 100% agree with you. I have said this before and have been laughed at, so be it, here it goes: Like in sci-fi themed movies and tv shows we should be way passed the aspect of money and all forms of it, greed and the accumulation of wealth in general. We, as a species will NEVER EVER evolve enough to get off this crappy rock called Earth before we become extent.

I am 66 and I started a new position at 66 and live in the U.S. and even with Social Security, which is a joke the costs keep going through the roof. Then I read where some billionaire is building a 500-million-dollar yacht, REALLY??????

If the human species is ever going to survive, we HAVE to evolve enough to spend our lives in pursuit of evolution type meaningful pursuits and not trying to live a crappy short life grabbing all one can to leave it to who? and we still are a pile of dust in the end.

Walter
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
2,797
Life nonsenseial money job rent all concept greed thuiis species terrible only opress each really cruel awful disgusting, why cruelty always there many other way help make easy still terrible species force other hurt moneyv abuse . All stupid game collect one get one not get ,
 
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Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
5,074
I think many parts of the world have crossed a threshold where surviving on one's own is no longer feasible. And at some future point it might be necessary to cram multiple working people into a small unit in order to survive.

Society is increasingly assuming that people will either have a supportive family, inherited wealth, a high-paying job or a double-income (partner or housemate). There's no particular historical date when this transition happens, but it progressively becomes more unbearable to function autonomously.

I find work torture as well because I find myself aching to sleep all day. I've been able to reduce the number of days I have to work, but my mental health has been shattered by living this way for so long.
 
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GasMonkey

GasMonkey

Nitrogen Master Race
May 15, 2022
1,878
500-million-dollar yacht
In my country you can live your entire life without working with less than 2 million (and it's a 1st world EU country).
That's the first thing I think when I see those huge numbers.
 
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Maudlin

Specialist
Dec 10, 2021
355



Eat ze bugs.
 
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SuicideBoys93

I am the lord of loneliness.
Feb 10, 2020
324
I didn't go to work this evening. Just didn't feel up to it. Took the night off and am like damn next check going to be short haha. The hamster wheel that is life where we all chase a piece of paper truly depreciates how sweet life could be.
 
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ForeverLonely82

Experienced
Dec 22, 2021
207
Life's cruelest dream? Reality. I am disabled due to my anxiety and depression. When scolded for being too slow or not doing the job correctly I just shut down. My brain literally screams and I end up quitting or getting fired. Just can't handle people anymore. When I was younger, it wasn't as difficult as it is now. Trust me when I say if I could work I would rather do that than live on $650 a month, it doesn't go far at all. Regardless companies and their policies make it hard to work for them. treat workers like they are slaves and show no appreciation for the time or labor they put forth to help said company to thrive or be successful. They just say "oh, you can be replaced" I feel the same way about life and living. I am replaceable and no longer care. Take my spot as I wouldn't wish it on friend or foe. It's horrible.
 
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Conker

Conker

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Oct 22, 2019
351
"A society that keeps cures a secret so they can continue to sell medication for huge profits is not a real society but a huge mental asylum." – Dr. Sebi



Killing people for a living would be a lot easier on me than butchering pigs in one of those Hellraiser factories.

 
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diyCTB

Mage
Oct 28, 2018
573
One of my best friends always complains how tired or busy he is, and they are proud people for being exploited I respect him a lot, but it's sad to see regardless. By society's standards he's doing it right too even though he hardly has any time or enjoy to enjoy for himself. It's fucked up out here and doesn't make me want to hang around any longer than I sadly already have that's for sure
It's about society serving itself but not realizing when too much is too much and normalizing the new extreme. They feel proud to hold a job and grateful for pathetic existence that gets worse and propagate that onto other making it worse for the rest.

The situation is about to get worse with tax increases and massive public spending cuts. Many people are indebted to the hilt and will lose their homes, jobs and relationships. People are forced to decided on heat or eat whilst others including government officials squander public finances.

Have And what will people do? They will endure

People on social media who make it seem like working and having a job is "success" are scums.

They know it's torture so to console themselves, they act like it's heaven to make depressed unemployed people feel like shit. It's their only way they get relief from the torture called work.




Eat ze bugs.


If people were shown this video say 30 years ago before they got comfortable and off-guard they would gang up on entire WEF and government phonies and enslave them.

I am disabled due to my anxiety and depression. When scolded for being too slow or not doing the job correctly I just shut down. My brain literally screams and I end up quitting or getting fired. Just can't handle people anymore. When I was younger, it wasn't as difficult as it is now. Trust me when I say if I could work I would rather do that than live on $650 a month, it doesn't go far at all.

I was scolded too and work pressure caused me to gaslight myself to cultivate inferior image of myself, lack, worthlessness and become mentally ill after developing panick attacks being in constant fight-or-flight situations. I held onto a job that I should have quit enduring psychopath boss and unpleasant peers.

My last attempts at holding a job turned out futile because I couldn't communicate with peers without getting panicky and worrisome, avoiding people. This was when I accepted the inevitable and planned CTB'ing after quitting but was not ready. Soon...
Killing people for a living would be a lot easier on me than butchering pigs in one of those Hellraiser factories.



Conk from Colombia? Is that you?

What a coincidence... Look at the number of comments...
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