
ikadasui
Arcanist
- May 29, 2018
- 464
Woke up as usual miserable and wishing I had done away with this life with my 45 cal like normal. Clock keeps ticking, but I have to shift my entire miserable perspective to go do asinine shit for hours to prolong my dog existence. Why? I do not fucking want to be there and even though I'm not physically being beat for it, my situation will get worse if I don't, best part is I have 0 dollars in my bank account right now... not a single dime to my name literally, and with my next paycheck I'll still barely have anything and I'm going to be short this month for rent again like always. What the fuck is the point? I can't live any form of quality out here, stuck in a body I despise with all my being, spend nearly all my hours in pure misery and all the money I do make is just "not enough" because some fuck I haven't even seen in person needs over 1k a month to occupy a tiny ass room they otherwise wouldn't even be living in! Makes no fucking sense, man. This unit was vacant for weeks, and instead of just letting some poor soul have it you fleece 1k a month for it and nowadays that's considered cheap... I could be living just fine without rent at least financially it's just artificial pork to further complicate this already fucked up game we all play