Venting wondering if it's worth it to keep going

[onewordfromyou]

the future looks bleak and i'm scared. what's the point of all this effort im putting into college and a job and trying to keep it together if it's all gonna lead to the same shitty future? i dont know if i can ever afford to live on my own or even exist as myself. the world is burning and food prices are going up and my wage has been the same. but every time i have tried to ctb i pussied out at the last second. i don't know what hurts worse. the guilt of talking myself out of ctb or the pain knowing what the future is looking like.

 

[MatrixPrisoner]

The world never improves, despite the technoligcal advances that suggest that it should. It just keeps getting exponentially worse and worse by the year. People need to wake up to this and stop reproducing so that the human race can just die off.

 

[Throwawayacc3]

the future looks bleak and i'm scared. what's the point of all this effort im putting into college and a job and trying to keep it together if it's all gonna lead to the same shitty future? i dont know if i can ever afford to live on my own or even exist as myself. the world is burning and food prices are going up and my wage has been the same. but every time i have tried to ctb i pussied out at the last second. i don't know what hurts worse. the guilt of talking myself out of ctb or the pain knowing what the future is looking like.

Wage slaving will need to nothing. Just stress and issues. Better off (ironically) seeing what conditions you suffer from, get diagnosed and try and get assistance.

The only way to escape is through your own business but everything is so squeezed and it can fail when you least expect it (happened to me after a decade).

Living on your own isn't feasible unless you want to room share and live in a shithole area and pay up the ass rental figures (to put it nicely). Or you have wealthy parents and can weather the storm.