wishes and thoughts

[worstOFsociety]

I wish I could give my life to somebody that actually wants to live. It's kinda sad that people that actually wants to live die while people that actually want to die can't die without a struggle whether it's due to not finding any painless enough method or peaceful enough method or people being too selfless and worrying about how their deaths may hurt others. There's so many reasons people end up not going through with ctb even tho they really want to. And I just really wish I could give my life to someone who's dying but that wants to live, to someone that actually wants to continue experiencing life. I'd happily die in their place.

 

[Aries]

Same here

 

[painfullife123]

It's sad. I have a totally healthy body. Been trying to kill myself because of my debt... but I just can't succed. Thought the stress would weaken my body. Instead, makes it stronger. Funny how I want to die because of money issues while others would pay fortunes just to live a few days more.

wish i could give my health to someone that appreciates it more.

 

[worstOFsociety]

It's sad. I have a totally healthy body. Been trying to kill myself because of my debt... but I just can't succed. Thought the stress would weaken my body. Instead, makes it stronger. Funny how I want to die because of money issues while others would pay fortunes just to live a few days more.

wish i could give my health to someone that appreciates it more.

yea like if I was at least able to give away my organs when I'll eventually ctb I'd be happy to do it cause in that sense I'd be giving someone else another shot. But for that I would have to inform someone else of when I'd do it which would probably make them stop me from attempting I'd also have to find a way that wouldn't damage my organs at all.

 

[Meowsies]

I have thought of this so so many times. I feel it's so unfair, I so very clearly see life as a punishment, when other people see it as a gift and something to enjoy. I would absolutely give my life away to someone who truly wanted it. I also feel sad that if I cbt I won't be able to donate my organs.

 

[FuneralCry]

After all existence certainly is so unnecessarily cruel but I personally envy those who cease existing as now they are free from this harmful world that is filled with endless suffering. Suicide certainly should be much easier as none of us should feel so trapped here.