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purplesky9
Experienced
- Sep 21, 2024
- 219
If I couldn't kill myself today I would do it right now. But I can't something always goes wrong to stop me. I feel like god if he's real must hate me. He's doing everything he can to stop me from succeeding. It must be because I prayed to be able to kill myself. I just wish I had a method I could rely on. I need to die soon because I'm going to lose my job and I might not be able to get a benefit so I will have no money soon.