Wish i could just die in a car accident

[LastDayOnEarth]

Where I live people die all the time from car accidents, I wish the day arrives for me soon

 

[kitkat9234]

Same.

 

[ashendreams]

every time i get in a car or walk near a street thats what i hope for

 

[darkandtwisty]

I am very much passively suicidal. If something bad were to happen, praise whoever, because at least then, I can die without stigma.

 

[alwaysalone]

I'm always a bit jealous when I see stories of fatal car accidents.

 

[darkandtwisty]

I'm always a bit jealous when I see stories of fatal car accidents.

Oh me too. I got a serious talking to when a story came out about a woman who drove her car off of a pier and died. I quietly said "lucky bitch." But apparently not quiet enough.

 

[tpboy]

not sure that is a good way to go. pain pain pain!!

Also the possibility of survival which is exactly what happened to me and why im here now.

 

[lament.]

I'm always a bit jealous when I see stories of fatal car accidents.

I feel the same but for the stories of otherwise healthy young people just randomly having heart attacks in the night and dying. hopefully tonight is the night for me

 

[wham311]

I once climbed down the Grand canyon with a girlfriend. It was 120 degrees and I couldn't wait til we reached the bottom because that's where the water was

But when you get to the water the air gets cold and you don't want to drink anymore. That's what suicidality is to me. I'd love for someone to kill me, until the person is crawling towards my car with a knife. Id love an accident, until I get close to the wall of the bridge and straighten out the swerve

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand as I just hope to be gone as well, all I want is to never suffer ever again with this torturous, futile existence finally all gone and forgotten for me, as long as I exist I really will just hope to be gone, I just only envy those who no longer suffer in this existence.

 

[goodgod]

Where I live people die all the time from car accidents, I wish the day arrives for me soon

same, i just wish i can die in any natural way so that theres no bad reputation for me and my family.

 

[Alexandra_]

A familiar feeling..

 

[nyctophilia]

It's actually so unfair that people who want to live die in these kind of accidents, and then you have us, who want to die, but nothing ever happens.

 

[Warriorsfan]

I agree!

I could have died by accident maybe a few times?
I hate mental illness.
Like all other diseases it's not fair.

 

[Bad Karma]

my best friend took his life this way and i cant imagine how scary his last moments must have been
what a painful way to go :(

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

Same. It would be so conventional and acceptable.

 

[s00ngone]

I once climbed down the Grand canyon with a girlfriend. It was 120 degrees and I couldn't wait til we reached the bottom because that's where the water was

But when you get to the water the air gets cold and you don't want to drink anymore. That's what suicidality is to me. I'd love for someone to kill me, until the person is crawling towards my car with a knife. Id love an accident, until I get close to the wall of the bridge and straighten out the swerve

My stepdad needed to run the truck I've been using a couple months ago, so he took me with him up a narrow hillside road. At times it was so narrow the tires were hanging off the edge. Half of me begged gravity to turn us (me) over and send me to my death, and the other half was beyond terrified at the thought of dying that way, tumbling down full of adrenaline and survival instinct.

I agree wholeheartedly with this post, but I also know that any death you're aware of is going to be a horrific one.

 

[fallendevil]

Move to a city or state with a bunch of shit drivers/lenient laws or requirements to get a license and get a really shitty motorcycle or one of those small cars and you'll increase your chances of dying that way slightly

 

[kitkat9234]

It's actually so unfair that people who want to live die in these kind of accidents, and then you have us, who want to die, but nothing ever happens.

Seriously this. I say it all the time. Wish I could trade places.

 

[purplesky9]

I wish this too. It would be so much easier than having to kill yourself.

 

[lwovely]

Been through a car accident and survived. It's not worth it….. the pain is too much and fuck if you survive it's so traumatic afterwards.

 

[Dopamine_Junkie44]

I had an accident once and in the moment of the crash it was painless... i had 4 broken bones in my pelvis... is it really painful? I hoped adrenaline drowns out the pain?

 

[stoiccactus]

I once climbed down the Grand canyon with a girlfriend. It was 120 degrees and I couldn't wait til we reached the bottom because that's where the water was

But when you get to the water the air gets cold and you don't want to drink anymore.

This is a really moving metaphor, thanks for sharing