Wish dying was easier

[Lra888]

Thank you all.

I wish it were easier to die. Just feel horrible knowing that I cannot continue life and have to summon the willpower to follow through with suicide in isolation. Makes every second seem desperate, anxious and dark. Wish I could have calm peace of mind to just leave but it's not been the case. Absolutely tired of struggling to make it in this world with crippling mental illness. Depression poisons everything and I'm not able to have a decent life. Tired of trying and ending up desperate and suffering from medication side effects. Just want to go.

 

[ctoan]

only good thing is that we all will die eventually

 

[deathoverlife]

Thank you all.

I wish it were easier to die. Just feel horrible knowing that I cannot continue life and have to summon the willpower to follow through with suicide in isolation. Makes every second seem desperate, anxious and dark. Wish I could have calm peace of mind to just leave but it's not been the case. Absolutely tired of struggling to make it in this world with crippling mental illness. Depression poisons everything and I'm not able to have a decent life. Tired of trying and ending up desperate and suffering from medication side effects. Just want to go.

totally resonate

Thank you all.

I wish it were easier to die. Just feel horrible knowing that I cannot continue life and have to summon the willpower to follow through with suicide in isolation. Makes every second seem desperate, anxious and dark. Wish I could have calm peace of mind to just leave but it's not been the case. Absolutely tired of struggling to make it in this world with crippling mental illness. Depression poisons everything and I'm not able to have a decent life. Tired of trying and ending up desperate and suffering from medication side effects. Just want to go.

i wish that too... Not only to live..one needs courage even to die...

 

[lostinthedream]

I do too.. I do too.. It should be a basic human right as we didn't have any say in the fact that we were born here.

 

[deathoverlife]

our life is ours... we have to face every thing it throws at us...but the irony is we dint had a say during our birth...nor we are allowed to decide our death..

 

[Lra888]

our life is ours... we have to face every thing it throws at us...but the irony is we dint had a say during our birth...nor we are allowed to decide our death..

We are allowed to decide our death but it's very difficult and nearly all of society is against us.

 

[wanttodie]

me to if it was my life wood be over

 

[Lra888]

me to if it was my life wood be over

Me too. Feeling claustrophobic.

 

[deathoverlife]

We are allowed to decide our death but it's very difficult and nearly all of society is against us.

we aren't allowed to choose to die as per our will...if that would have been the case.. society and law wouldn't have frowned on the sound of suicide and we didn't had to maintain such anonymity to share our suicidal thoughts and plans

 

[Lra888]

we aren't allowed to choose to die as per our will...if that would have been the case.. society and law wouldn't have frowned on the sound of suicide and we didn't had to maintain such anonymity to share our suicidal thoughts and plans

True. We do have to act in isolation without the best methods to choose from.

 

[Lra888]

Hate that we have to plan and act alone. With I could be honest with people in my life but there's no way they can know what's going on until it's over. Absolutely heartbreaking that I have to give vague goodbyes. Writing notes is difficult but I'm trying though it's hard to create a decent balance of honesty and trying to make people feel better - like I don't want to be too detailed about mental illness & problems I'm having because that would upset the reader. Just going to word them nicely hoping people can understand why I had to do it.

 

[open skyes]

we aren't allowed to choose to die as per our will...if that would have been the case.. society and law wouldn't have frowned on the sound of suicide and we didn't had to maintain such anonymity to share our suicidal thoughts and plans

Totally agree

 

[Schopenhauer]

I understand you completely. Our bodies are so fragile, and yet are so resilient to total shutdown. Evolution is a scary force.

 

[Aesthler]

I do too.. I do too.. It should be a basic human right as we didn't have any say in the fact that we were born here.

There should be a lot more 'basic' human rights that's for sure.

 

[SHThrowAway213]

Same here.
Failed yesterday (not enough pressure)
And I can't tie knots properly anway because I'm dyspraxic. ._.

 

[millefeui]

People who enjoying living will often find themselves with some horrible disease like cancer, or they will sneeze and pop some artery in their brain and die, or they will trip, hit their head in some random thing and die... Yet, people who want to die can struggle for years without a way to find their peace. It is indeed very frustrating.

 

[SHThrowAway213]

Honestly, I'm extremely disappointed it wasn't cancer.
3 of my family members have had cancer at some point too.

 

[throwaway123]

Thank you all.

I wish it were easier to die. Just feel horrible knowing that I cannot continue life and have to summon the willpower to follow through with suicide in isolation. Makes every second seem desperate, anxious and dark. Wish I could have calm peace of mind to just leave but it's not been the case. Absolutely tired of struggling to make it in this world with crippling mental illness. Depression poisons everything and I'm not able to have a decent life. Tired of trying and ending up desperate and suffering from medication side effects. Just want to go.

Same here bro

 

[leaps]

I feel it

 

[21Neberg]

Honestly, I'm extremely disappointed it wasn't cancer.
3 of my family members have had cancer at some point too.

It could still come right? If you've got cancer you can apply for assisted suicide, too.