Win the lottery and still CTB?

[Gordy99]

I'm sure most of us have dreamed of winning the lottery. Would you still consider CTB if you hit the lottery? And I'm talking about winning many millions of dollars.

I personally would consider CTB even if I hit the lottery.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

No but if I won the lottery then I'd probably end up making somebody else want to CTB somehow.

 

[GeorgeEastman]

Oh yeah, this would make it easier.

With no more purpose at all, I'd definitely be gone. I get no joy out of anything money can buy anymore. I'm beyond that. I only live out of cowardice of messing up the suicide attempt and I'm conned into thinking people still depend on me for stuff.

With the lottery won, I'd be pressured to quit working and be useless. Thus, give me the rope.

 

[waitingforrest]

I could probably hire a assassin to end me. On the other note, money could help to pay my funeral expenses. I'd still ctb because no amount of money will make my mind quiet.

 

[LoveTakesManyForms]

I want to CTB due to health problems, so it wouldn't help me live.

In fact quite the opposite: it would likely accelerate my death, as one of the only things keeping me around is the idea of leaving something behind for my friends/family; with that taken care of I'm free to do away with myself.
It would also afford me access to more lethal means of death as well.

 

[thinkkank]

Hitting the jackpot would temporarily lessen my misery. I would get to enjoy the money and do some things I want to.

Then my despair would return with a vengeance and I would end up CTB.

exactly, you only live once and an opportunity like that only comes once. buy a bunch of antidepressants to make yourself happy, enjoy the money, then when you've done everything you've wanted to do you can pass on.

 

[Niirvana]

I definitely abhor life itself, I would go with Nembutal and looking at the sea if I had that money

 

[Spidsnoegenhat2]

If I win minimum 2.000.000 kr (300.000 dollar) I will fix my problem whit up to the half of the money. Spend 500.000 kr to an house. And an half million kr to help my psyche, buy furniture and tools. Find a good job. And score the woman whom I have recently found to know me well. Fuck, I'm so tired of not being able to do anything about it without money. Gotta hope I win

 

[Praestat_Mori]

If I won the lottery I would certainly not CTB at least not now. However there might be other reasons upcoming in the future that may require CTB for me.

 

[StolenLife]

I would still ctb due to paranoia and fear of my abusers.

 

[Spidsnoegenhat2]

If I win the equivalent of $300,000 minimum, I can fix the damage I was forced into. Can't fix it without money. Buy a house and the things I need. Quit my shoe job and find a better job. Then I will go from planning suicide to being as happy as I have never been. To top it off, I will score the sweetest and most beautiful woman I know. If I haven't burned the bridge between me and her.

 

[busybee]

Money would solve a big part of my issues and I would actually have free time again.
I would postpone ctb and probably run away first.
If I still decided to ctb I would make it fancy though lol. Have a building dedicated to it that would also be my final resting place.

 

[sensenmann]

I would spend it all to do the things I always wanted and try to "live" then CTB when I feel the time is right.
No amount of money or therapy can fix what's wrong with me.

 

[crimsonpool]

yup id probably just postpone it a little more so i can go travel and stuff with the money first

 

[sayire]

I'm sure most of us have dreamed of winning the lottery. Would you still consider CTB if you hit the lottery? And I'm talking about winning many millions of dollars.

I personally would consider CTB even if I hit the lottery.

yeah money is very important. one should always try to make some and lead a comfortable life. not sure if lottery is the way. but I did used to purchase it when the jackpot got high for fun. now I do not do that. as my problems will largely be the same after wining.

 

[NambaSutra]

if i hit the lotto id still be mentally ill n prob use the money to get one of those sarco pods

My thoughts exactly.

Although I wonder what CTB options are only available to extremely rich person. Like buying a ticket to the bottom of the ocean or to space and sabotaging the vehicle.

 

[▪︎⚠ ＫＯＨＩ ⚠▪︎]

I'd spent a bit of the money and then give the shole rest to my family.
It would just delay CTB'ing for a little time.

At the end, money is just something material and eventually will end.

 

[PinkyStat]

I mean, it would be waay easier to get access to some ctb methods, but i would enjoy it just a little bit until i realize ''man, l feel like nothing have changed at all''

 

[Wyldfyre4948]

I probably still would ctb. May use a chunk of that to go out with a big bang. Hire an assassin to create a spectacle of an exit. The rest would go to my family and estranged wife. They'll all be set up and that would take some of the sting out of losing me.

 

[Kikoo]

I'd still CTB. It wouldn't solve my problems.