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Gordy99

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Jan 7, 2022
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I'm sure most of us have dreamed of winning the lottery. Would you still consider CTB if you hit the lottery? And I'm talking about winning many millions of dollars.

I personally would consider CTB even if I hit the lottery.
 
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ThriveOrDie

ThriveOrDie

We are already in hell
Jul 11, 2019
449
Money would solve a lot of my problems but it won't matter when the economy collapses
 
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WhiteRabbit

WhiteRabbit

I'm late, i'm late. For a very important date.
Feb 12, 2019
1,725
I think it would prolong my life some, but I'd still ctb in the end.
 
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Braindead Atheist

Braindead Atheist

Specialist
Oct 7, 2020
387
i don't think i would.
 
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gottago222

gottago222

paranoia bae
Dec 21, 2021
275
if i hit the lotto id still be mentally ill n prob use the money to get one of those sarco pods
 
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thinkkank

thinkkank

Experienced
Oct 16, 2019
277
i would enjoy the money, but eventually I wound end things myself. I have something in me that just wants to end things myself. money solves problems, but it can't make you happy if you have mental problems
 
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Messgram

Meaningless struggle
Dec 30, 2021
202
It would get me out of this hell, but it wouldn't bring me lasting happiness. I would still be tormented by loneliness, sadness, and low self-esteem, which could eventually bring me back to depressed and suicidal state.
 
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tieiwi

Experienced
Dec 11, 2021
240
I would definitely spend all my new money, then ctb.
 
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Kalebri

Kalebri

Slave
Dec 18, 2021
24
It'll solve my financial problems, but after that, what else? Money won't cure my "soul", it'll only cure my superficial problems. I could me the most rich person in the world, but without a family, real friends, a good health and a true community where you can feel belonged, nothing of this will matter.
 
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Pen>Sword

Pen>Sword

Ad Majorem Dei Gloriam
Jan 13, 2021
465
No, I won't. Money will solve my problems.
 
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CiproKilledMe

CiproKilledMe

Experienced
Mar 23, 2021
243
No amount of money buys what I need to stay on this planet, which is either a new body or a time machine to go back and change the trajectory of my life. Even a billion dollars would change absolutely nothing about my existence. Although I suppose if I had a billion dollars I could hire a team of researchers to try and figure out WTF is wrong with my body and then hopefully come up with some sort of treatment.
 
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Depressed Cat

Depressed Cat

Mage
Jan 4, 2022
567
Hitting the jackpot would temporarily lessen my misery. I would get to enjoy the money and do some things I want to.

Then my despair would return with a vengeance and I would end up CTB.
 
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summers

Visionary
Nov 4, 2020
2,493
It would delay it for sure. Believe that I'm helping my friends and blowing through all that cash. But even Musk and Bezos can't buy back their youth with $200B.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,653
money can't buy happiness or health or friends or family or a relationship, but it can help improve your life drastically but it's can also destory everything around you.
 
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maakies

maakies

DOOK
Dec 7, 2021
132
It would delay it for sure. Believe that I'm helping my friends and blowing through all that cash. But even Musk and Bezos can't buy back their youth with $200B.
Exactly. Would delay it for me. But I would stand by my decision. Honestly, I would probably go into a frantic mania if something like that happened.
 
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avoid_slow_death

avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
1,356
It would be comforting to know that I could set my loved ones up with a good cash cushion and hell, I would probably even prolong life a bit just to travel around the world, but I am certain the novelty of that would wear off very quickly. After that, I would board that bus and go into the void peacefully.
 
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Morbid Cam

Morbid Cam

Member
Oct 28, 2018
51

Most of my problems stem from being poor, so although winning the lottery would be nice I would much prefer a revolution and us moving to a system where everyone's needs are met. I want a better life for everyone, not just me. No one should ever be homeless, nor starving, nor without adequate medical care as needed, nor without adequate education as one needs/wants.
 
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Onthe29th

Onthe29th

Experienced
Dec 28, 2021
255
i might reconsider if I won the lottery…maybe. I know it'd solve a lot of my problems but it might make other problems worse.
 
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gottago222

gottago222

paranoia bae
Dec 21, 2021
275
It would delay it for sure. Believe that I'm helping my friends and blowing through all that cash. But even Musk and Bezos can't buy back their youth with $200B.
i mean they cant go back chronologically but they can go back biologically with our knowledge of rejuvenation and technologies today
 
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NotSureToEndure

NotSureToEndure

Professor of not a lot
Aug 17, 2020
114
I guess it would help. I could spend lots of money on some good private healthcare to see if I can find the source of my pains, so I would definitely try that first.
It would also mean I could stop having to do the work I currently do, which would probably free up a lot of my anxiety and give me the freedom to retrain and think about something more meaningful.

I don't play the lottery at the moment so it probably won't happen anytime soon 🙃
 
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Gsvko

Mea culpa.
Dec 14, 2021
189
Means I can buy N, farewell!
Before I would definitely spend it all on travelling, def my favourite thing to do. Probably not all since you've said it's a lot, I would want to change something, make someone's life better. But I am dead now.
I don't want anything anymore (except for N maybe). I would leave it to people/facilities I fancy.
 
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Wrennie

Wrennie

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Dec 18, 2019
1,546
The medical treatment I require amounts to lifelong monthly administration of a 20 grand drug, so we'd ultimately exhaust all of our winnings & I'd be right back to where I started.
 
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Susu

Susu

Member
Dec 19, 2021
25
That's an interesting question I ask myself sometimes. Many of my reasons for CTB stem from work stress. This stress in turn transfered to tasks in my private everyday life. I suddenly find normal activities extremely stressful and overwhelming.
I thought for a long time that winning the lottery would change everything. And yes, it would definately change a lot. However, I recently reached a point where I am sure that I would suffer from my depression (or whatever else causes me to be like this) despite financial freedom. It kind of manifested itself.

I would probably enjoy the opportunities afforded by financial power for a while, but in the long run I would use them to achieve a comfortable way to CTB.
 
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little helpers

little helpers

did I tie the tourniquet on my arm or on my neck?
Dec 14, 2021
518
there're three ways to read this. a) "will your quality of life improve if you're financially stable?" b) "will you 'choose life' if you're now privileged?" c) "can money prevent suicide as a whole?"

my answers. first question, yes. absolutely. poverty doesn't serve anyone.

second question, no. it's ironic in some ways, like, I've played this out in my head many times now I hit the jackpot and go run a needle exchange. heck, I'm gon be California's SEP Clearinghouse myself! stupid filibuster stfu or I'm sending you to jail! lol. but 'member what Renton did after he got his four grand? oh yes he said "choose life" when what he really means is "now that's all the skag you can buy".

third question. no. money is disparity in paper form. it needs to *go*. as long as allocation of resources is relying on disparity, the underprivileged are not gonna survive. whenever some get uplifted on the social strata, others sink down. think about how multinationals work. it's like that.
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
20,561
No amount of money will ever make me happy, im dead inside and see our existence as pointless.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,008
For me, nothing would ever make me want to live. Even if I had lots of money, I would still be empty. I have no interest in living. Life itself is pain and suffering and for me money would not change how I view the world. Death is the only thing that I want, I want to never experience anything ever again. For me personally, life itself is the problem and the only way to solve that is death.
 
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Death is beautiful

Death is beautiful

Warlock
May 20, 2021
793
hmm, if I got a couple million dollars, then maybe it would have extended my life a little bit, but in the end I would still ctbed
For me, nothing would ever make me want to live. Even if I had lots of money, I would still be empty. I have no interest in living. Life itself is pain and suffering and for me money would not change how I view the world. Death is the only thing that I want, I want to never experience anything ever again. For me personally, life itself is the problem and the only way to solve that is death.
You could use them for a peaceful death, I would pay someone $1 million to inject N into me while I'm sleeping, my God, this is perfect, I would just fall asleep and not wake up, I think there would be someone who would do it for a million dollars
 
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meloku

Member
Nov 6, 2021
9
I will enjoy it for sure but there is no escaping death. And when time comes I'll CTB.
 
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KTbear

KTbear

This Be The Verse
Dec 15, 2021
80
I'm sure most of us have dreamed of winning the lottery. Would you still consider CTB if you hit the lottery? And I'm talking about winning many millions of dollars.

I personally would consider CTB even if I hit the lottery.
Nope. I'd buy a house, retire, and travel.
 
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