Personally i will just send a message to my two friends, the only people that care about me to tell them how much they mean to me and that my death has nothing do with their actions, that they shouldn't feel guilty for me. I will also send them a file with my detailed suicide note that explains to them what i've been through. I will not write a physical letter, because anyone else i know does not even deserve to know why i died, and that includes my familly. I've tried to tell them, they ignored me, laughed at me. So i don't see why i should explain anything to them, especially considering that they are responsible for a large part of my traumas.
I won't leave any note. My friends and some therapists are aware of what has happened to me, they know about my attempt last year so they'll put 2 and 2 together easily enough. As I might now be driving some distance and then jumping rather than going at home, I had thought just to make things easier for any investigation by either wearing some of my old work uniform, or leaving it in my car. It wouldn't take much for the dots to be joined.
DearMe
Let’s have tea together.
- Nov 6, 2023
- 33
I write them on my docs then print them out and put them in an envelope. I have too many of these stationary stuff.
Tbh, 5 out of 6 letters I've done had actually disappeared. The only one left is my mother's letter that's in my drawer. I don't know where the five went after I moved out. There's the possibility of throwing them away, yet there's also a chance that someone found it out when they helped me move. I don't really care either way since I was planning to make a new set of letters.
Tbh, 5 out of 6 letters I've done had actually disappeared. The only one left is my mother's letter that's in my drawer. I don't know where the five went after I moved out. There's the possibility of throwing them away, yet there's also a chance that someone found it out when they helped me move. I don't really care either way since I was planning to make a new set of letters.
WAITING TO DIE
TORMENTED
- Sep 30, 2023
- 1,539
I'm writing a physical note, I'm just old - fashioned I guess.
Nothing too long though - I don't want to write a novel about my sufferings.
Nothing too long though - I don't want to write a novel about my sufferings.
ToTheEgress
Everything hurts
- Nov 10, 2023
- 11
I've been drafting and editing the main two for a great many years with a view to printing and signing.
A couple more will be scheduled Gmail.
That said, I've often contemplated even the main two just being "check your email at xx:xx on dd/mm/yy". That way the letters are private to them and no chance of being read by first responders or the police.
Gmail isn't my usual email so I'd have to tell them to check spam too.
I've done a few test scheduled emails and it certainly works.
A couple more will be scheduled Gmail.
That said, I've often contemplated even the main two just being "check your email at xx:xx on dd/mm/yy". That way the letters are private to them and no chance of being read by first responders or the police.
Gmail isn't my usual email so I'd have to tell them to check spam too.
I've done a few test scheduled emails and it certainly works.
cemetorium
Member
- Oct 26, 2020
- 86
I'm planning on writing a digital note, don't know if I want to write one on paper but I might print it out. I already tried to write a suicide note once, but that was on my old pc and I didn't bother to save it when I got a new computer.
emptymiku
bokura wa inochi ni kirawarete iru
- Mar 27, 2023
- 126
if i make the decision to ctb, i'd have two different letters. one to my family (on paper probably) and one to the people i know online (digital)
turbomightbegone
🎣
- Nov 13, 2023
- 183
It'll be both. A digital one for the few people online who had to deal with my crap and a paper one telling my family to fuck off.
definitely digital beacause I'll be doing suicide tourism abroad and I don't want to alert them until after the fact so I'll do a scheduled mail
also i'd want to make it short and impersonal (to tie any loose ends i might leave behind to give them closure), so digital suits it more
also i'd want to make it short and impersonal (to tie any loose ends i might leave behind to give them closure), so digital suits it more
trek_tattoo_1988
Member
- Nov 12, 2023
- 34
I've got a folder of letters and pictures and poems, organised by each person. I'll have a USB pen tied to my wrist when I go with everything on it. I'm also using the ambulance service customer form to let them know where to find me - it takes about 24 hours for messages to be read - and I'll link a G Drive folder to that as well in case the USB is damaged.
peachchildtenshi
life
- Apr 6, 2023
- 66
asian.neet
Specialist
- Oct 13, 2023
- 307
Post it note
Gonna be simple lowkey.
I'll just tell my parents I love them and where to bury me when I'm found dead. My wish is to be buried in the Los Angeles area which is pretty far from where I am rn, if I didn't tell them chances are I would be buried right next to my grandpa grandma and half cousin in the DC area
Gonna be simple lowkey.
I'll just tell my parents I love them and where to bury me when I'm found dead. My wish is to be buried in the Los Angeles area which is pretty far from where I am rn, if I didn't tell them chances are I would be buried right next to my grandpa grandma and half cousin in the DC area
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