Will your death by suicide be a suprise

[heldbyone]

No im medically diagnosed as suicidal

 

[hellocana]

Yes and no. I've been pretty normal up until my recent psychosis episode. I've lost my cognitive function and have been extremely depressed since, I tried to ctb during the episode but I seem pretty normal on the outside at the moment. But on the inside I'm living through hell, lost many people and friendships and my career took a nose dive

 

[TAW122]

Perhaps to some people, yes, it will be. For others who may have known me IRL and what not, they might have "saw signs and feel guilty" but I would neither dispute and contest it because for one, I would be gone and would not be able to do so (after all, once I'm dead there is nothing left to fight over), and the other one, I would be rather foolish and stupid to try to drop red flags or hints, jeopardizing my own bus ticket or the bus stop. At the end, I just want to end my own suffering above all else.

 

[kopebaldy]

Maybe not my brother lol, man has been rambling a lot on "look how scary death is" lately, I think he's suspecting.

 

[Upon a hanging Body]

For some yes but at this point if they don't see it coming them they were obviously one of the problems in my life.

 

[usernamesarehard]

For some people yes, for others, no.

 

[Aloneandinpain]

I think a lot of people suffer so little in their lives that they can't even comprehend the idea of us catching the bus.

 

[cherrycoke]

For 99% of the people that know me, yes. I've been resolute on CTB since January (i've thought about it most of my life, never had a plan). I've only told 2 people that I plan to do it. Everyone else just sees my silly social media posts and concert recaps. I think about CTB every single day. I'm saddened to think how my leaving will impact everyone but I won't be here so....

It will absolutely be the case; no one will expect it because I am considered so balanced. They just don't seen what I feel inside me. Ever since I have been a teenager, I have carried the knowledge that I will die by suicide. Its now getting closer and tie will be here soon

I could've written this myself

 

[claracatchingthebus]

There's no one left to be surprised or apathetic in my life mostly.

One person would be sad if he found out. He probably wouldn't learn of it, id just disappear.

 

[SmellsLikeNapalm]

There's no one in my life to surprise

The only friend I had hates me now (rightfully so I fucked up) and her and I haven't spoken since March