Will you write a suicide note?

[Ksmиda]

No, the only thing I would leave is a note saying how to deal with my body and what to do with my things.
I don't want to be remembered after my death by my friends and family, I don't want to leave a trace of my life behind.

 

[Peaceful Departure]

I do wanna write a note because I love my friends and I wanna let them know it isn't their fault, that they tried their best with me and I'm sorry that it wasn't enough to stop me. I'm also going to post a public note, since I somewhat have an internet presence, and I'm debating exposing the people who hurt me in it, but at the same time I feel guilt over making someone feel responsible over my death, even if they were responsible for pushing me to this point.

It's a challenging situation. Half of you wants justice/revenge, half of you thinks doing anything means you've sunken to their level. At least that's how i feel.

Most likely. Debating on starting them today. Wanna write songs to leave behind something but I am struggling to find the will.

Motivation is the hardest part

 

[Bad-luck]

We definitely have similar motives. I feel so far traumatized that a change in people's perspective isn't going to save me. However, i'm hoping that highlighting the effect this has on someone, as well as an explanation of how this kind of thing can happen will make it harder for people to turn a blind eye in the future, and more importantly, help people like us recognize what's being done to us before it's too late (when possible). I obviously want justice as well, it just sucks that i won't get to witness it. Thus is life.

Sounds like you're taking the polite route. I think that's admirable, and it sounds like you get exactly what you want out of it too. Personally, i would do something very similar if the people i was trying to reach weren't so narcissistic.

Thank you! It means a lot to me

 

[lostall_hope11]

I have written too many over the past during failed attempts, theyve just been ripped up by angry family members over the yers of my failures, so no when i finally succeed i wont leave anything for them.

 

[gbi2]

I hadn't planned to but I was advised by my therapist to do a bad review of a previous job to get a bit of closure as I didn't have chance to say my piece. I wasn't satisfied with the review I did so I wrote one for this other job I've just lost and blocked from an internal application which I believe is out of spite from my ex line manager (he told me of certain things he does to annoy people and cause them problems, so I know he would do something to me too, especially as he knows of my problems and previous suicide attempt).

I got something down this time but it's well over 4000 words, so probably too long for a review, so I thought about scheduling an email to the CEO as I imagine they wont know what happened. It might be of interest to them that one thing I raised a concern about there could have landed the CEO in big trouble (loss of job and possibly criminal charges), but even though that was acknowledged, excuses were made for it continuing by the people I was reporting it to.

But I'm still undecided because although I feel I need justice and closure, I also just want to go and be forgotten.

 

[ropearoundatree]

---- no!