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Will you write a note?

  • yes

    Votes: 16 61.5%
  • no

    Votes: 5 19.2%
  • I don't know

    Votes: 5 19.2%

  • Total voters
    26
guineapiglover8503

guineapiglover8503

Emily
Oct 7, 2024
155
Personally, I have written one but I need to write the personal letters right before i CTB
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
5,159
I wrote two notes that I planned on sending out a few months back during my last sui attempts. One for my family and one for my bf. They weren't as heartfelt as I'd like, especially the one for my family, but I couldn't think of much to say. Now, I don't know if I plan on making any suicide notes...
 
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nothingspecial

nothingspecial

Member
Nov 18, 2024
44
This is what my current note looks like, addressed to my parents who will most likely find me:

"I'm so sorry. I love you so much. Please forgive me. There's nothing you could have done to prevent this. I haven't been to any of my classes or done any of my work in months and I felt too guilty for wasting your money. Please pray 3 Divine Mercy Chaplets and 1 Rosary for my soul. I'll be waiting for you in Paradise. See you soon. I love you."
 
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wondering&wandering

wondering&wandering

Too often I think about the nature of thinking...
Jan 12, 2024
292
I wrote a small note years ago in my phone. But I haven't really done much else.

I always thought about preparing scheduled emails, but that would cause way too much anxiety.
 
Shrooms

Shrooms

Member
Nov 17, 2024
43
Personally, I have written one but I need to write the personal letters right before i CTB
I think that's a good idea I know when I decide to I'm going to either write to family I actually care about or if I don't have any I won't.
 
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diy-event

Student
Nov 16, 2024
146
I have already written it - and happy with it.
 
Tuonetar_

Tuonetar_

Member
Sep 18, 2024
99
I'm writing down all my financial information and relevant passwords and leaving it in a folder with all my other important documents. I'm leaving a note to my brother because I want him to inherit all my savings, my car, etc.
 
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SA1994EC

Member
Jan 28, 2021
326
No. I have no one to leave a note to. Less headaches to me.
 
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dontlook

dontlook

watch out. the gap in the door
Nov 13, 2024
195
If I commit, I definitely want to at least leave a note for my partner. We always said that we would tell each other if it came to this, but I don't know if I can. I want to try to explain and apologize.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,743
I'd write one to explain that non-existence is all I've ever wished for and that I'd rather sleep for all eternity than suffer for the sake of it in this existence I never would have chosen, I'd never wish for something as cruel and torturous as existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel, death truly would be the only peace for me personally.
 

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