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Agon321

Agon321

I use google translate
Aug 21, 2023
1,225
I hope to do CTB this year. I can't imagine life next year.
 
Kurai

Kurai

Suffering
Jul 23, 2023
150
I hope not, but sadly I'll probably be here
 
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fallintotheshadows

fallintotheshadows

Member
Oct 23, 2023
58
Yes if feel you, my jump date has been pushed significantly closer. Could be anytime. 16 stories for me. Soon.
The only thing I worry about is your height. If it Is 16 stories that's around 170 feet which is just reaching the height that is more likely to kill. The golden gate Bridge or other popular ones are usually super high. Over 700 feet for the golden gate Bridge and so there is almost no shot I will survive
 
Lookoutbelow

Lookoutbelow

Jump to it
Sep 14, 2023
512
The only thing I worry about is your height. If it Is 16 stories that's around 170 feet which is just reaching the height that is more likely to kill. The golden gate Bridge or other popular ones are usually super high. Over 700 feet for the golden gate Bridge and so there is almost no shot I will survive
I get it. I've stood at my spot and looked down. If I survive that then fuck it. 16 stories to concrete is pretty damn high.
 
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moondazed

moondazed

ex nihilo nihil fit
Oct 14, 2023
169
Pretty sure I won't be able to end myself soon, but if WWIII keeps churning, we might all get our wish sooner than later
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
8,785
Probably not
I have my tool kit ready to go, all I need is that sudden urge to do it, OR a partner to do it with
Hopefully not. I def won't see the end of 2025 though
Realistically, yes. I'm too afraid of ending up paralyzed or putting myself in a worse situation by failing to CTB. But it would be a great relief if I could just get taken out in a car accident or something.
Same. The only reason why I haven't tried yet is that I'm afraid of the risk and consequences of failing an attempt. I wish I could get killed accidentally or by an outside force
 
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Umacon

Member
Jan 20, 2024
81
Hopefully I will CTB within the end of 2024
 
H

Hunter2005

Experienced
Apr 15, 2023
203
No I hoping I commit to this by the spring time or summer
 
sammiechzxv

sammiechzxv

just a girl who's kinda sad
Aug 7, 2023
240
I hope not (but probably)
 
G

greebo6

Enlightened
Sep 11, 2020
1,569
I truly wish I won't be.
 
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mortuarymary

mortuarymary

Enlightened
Jan 17, 2024
1,367
yes if I continue with my meds etc
 
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Morpho

-
Feb 3, 2024
22
Hopefully 2024 will be my last year
 
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brokeandbroken

Elementalist
Apr 18, 2023
819
Probably not
I have my tool kit ready to go, all I need is that sudden urge to do it, OR a partner to do it with
I seriously doubt it. My time at the IRTS facility ends in two months. Unless, someone is willing to fight for me to get justice before then or just reclaiming my life..... It's a natural time to CTB. If no one will fight for me why should I...
 
C

ChronicLoser

just another random nobody
Nov 12, 2023
12
God I hope not... But I said the same thing last year and somehow I'm still here...
 
Life Is My Coffin

Life Is My Coffin

One final action ⚰️⚰️⚰️
Oct 13, 2023
243
Nope won't be here. I have 6 days left and then I'm going to jump off a very high place. Whether that be the golden gate Bridge or somewhere else thats super high. I know I'll die since my body is 130 pounds 5'8 and not even that much muscle just average. Hopefully there is no reincarnation lol I'm an atheist
I guess your ghost logged into your account today
 
floating_cloud

floating_cloud

fading
May 30, 2024
40
Deeply don't want to but knowing myself probably and I really hate that wishing I have the bravery to stop it all one day
 
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Decided98

Decided98

“All life is a near death experience.”
Dec 27, 2022
178
No! Very happy
 
R

rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
3,287
I really hope not. The past months had been the worst. It's hard enough to continue living once you've decided your life isn't worth living anymore, I can't imagine doing it another year.
 
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timetodie24

Wizard
Apr 14, 2023
620
Hopefully not. Idk how to get through today nevermind the year
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
755
I didn't want to be here THIS year. My goal was to not see 2024 but here I am. I'm getting there though so hopefully!
 

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