Will SN leave long term damage if I survive

[suffering_mo]

I'm not sure how much I took or what size the capsules were, but they definitely weren't small lol. I probably took between 10-15 capsules. For reference, a few days before the big attempt, I took only one capsule with SN in it to see how it felt. Just taking one caused intense tachycardia, oxygen in the 70s and my skin turning blue. I slept it off that time and didn't seek help.

The police report says they think I took 4oz of the SN based on how much was left in the container when they found it, but who knows?

Gotcha. 4 oz would be like 120 g of SN so I am guessing that it couldn't have been that much. Again, glad you are ok, though it sounds like you would rather not be here.

 

[fvckfamily]

Eu sobrevivi a 7g com 1000mg de propranolol, sem danos a longo prazo e trabalho 40 horas em trabalhos forçados
Também lol você postou isso em sugestões

Achei que você tivesse morrido na segunda tentativa

 

[Demian]

People have been revived with methylene blue, the antidote, with a full recovery. But it certainly is something that you don't want to do to your body "just for fun"

I believe recovering from an attempt from carbon monoxide, or medications, hanging, guns (especially), would have more long-term deleterious effects.

Last year I tried 21 grams of phenobarbital (2x fatal dose) and 3 grams of morphine (5x fatal dose). I was in a coma for 22 days. Miraculously, I had no permanent sequelae. I think that if I had tried SN, I wouldn't even have been in a coma.

 

[nooneishome]

Gotcha. 4 oz would be like 120 g of SN so I am guessing that it couldn't have been that much. Again, glad you are ok, though it sounds like you would rather not be here.

Yeah, I'm not sure but I know I definitely took enough to kill me. The capsules just took longer to absorb. Personally I have a really hard time dealing with things that taste really bad. Thanks for your kind words. I wish I wasn't here but unfortunately am. I feel so miserable every day :(

 

[finishLana]

Placing sn in acid resistant enteric capsules could work, as it passes the stomach and releases in the small intestine 1-2h after intake. Taking AE and a sleeping pill before enteric capsules is definitely a good idea, so that sn release happens when you are asleep.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I imagine there are variables. I think it's kind of irresponsible to claim it's 100% safe if someone survives. That said, I haven't come across too many cases where people have had debilitating consequences. Although you have to also wonder- could they still post here if they had been that badly damaged? I kind of feel like the pro-lifers would be jumping all over it if long-term damage were common. That would play very much into their hands. Although, they may also not want to draw more attention to it as a method.

I imagine it depends on how far along the process has gone by the time it's interrupted and, how quickly it's reversed. This isn't scientific by any means but, SN kills via depriving major organs of oxygen. It seems to me like, the longer they go without but the person isn't dead- presumably, the more severe the results would be. That's just my layperson's view. That's not something we have complete control over but, I suppose we can try.

It troubles me also as, it's likely to be my method too. I feel like the chances of me being interrupted are slim. Hopefully, I'd have enough resolve not to call for emergency services. I went through 13 gallstone attacks without calling them. I hoped it was a heart attack initially. (After that, it was my reluctance to see a doctor.) I'm mostly worried about vomiting too much up. Especially if I'm unconscious and can't drink more. People have succeeded despite vomiting though. I don't know. I just think it's always going to be risky. We just have to try to mitigate the risks- getting an antiemetic, following the protocol etc.

 

[Regen]

I think the risk of brain damage is low with sn.

But overall, there is always a risk of harm in a suicide attempt. There is no completely safe attempt. And it's different for every person, some survived after a long time, others died even though they called for help themselves. There is no security there.

If you survive, your risk of developing cancer later is increased.

 

[TragedyBornCrimson]

I know you weren't asking me but I took SN last year. In my opinion the taste was unbearably bad. Like salty milk

How fun