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suffering_mo

Specialist
May 8, 2024
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I'm not sure how much I took or what size the capsules were, but they definitely weren't small lol. I probably took between 10-15 capsules. For reference, a few days before the big attempt, I took only one capsule with SN in it to see how it felt. Just taking one caused intense tachycardia, oxygen in the 70s and my skin turning blue. I slept it off that time and didn't seek help.

The police report says they think I took 4oz of the SN based on how much was left in the container when they found it, but who knows?
Gotcha. 4 oz would be like 120 g of SN so I am guessing that it couldn't have been that much. Again, glad you are ok, though it sounds like you would rather not be here.
 
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fvckfamily

Apenas um homem que perdeu tudo em troca de nada.
Aug 26, 2024
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Eu sobrevivi a 7g com 1000mg de propranolol, sem danos a longo prazo e trabalho 40 horas em trabalhos forçados
Também lol você postou isso em sugestões
Achei que você tivesse morrido na segunda tentativa
 
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Demian

Experienced
Mar 25, 2024
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People have been revived with methylene blue, the antidote, with a full recovery. But it certainly is something that you don't want to do to your body "just for fun"

I believe recovering from an attempt from carbon monoxide, or medications, hanging, guns (especially), would have more long-term deleterious effects.
Last year I tried 21 grams of phenobarbital (2x fatal dose) and 3 grams of morphine (5x fatal dose). I was in a coma for 22 days. Miraculously, I had no permanent sequelae. I think that if I had tried SN, I wouldn't even have been in a coma.
 
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nooneishome

Member
Oct 7, 2024
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Gotcha. 4 oz would be like 120 g of SN so I am guessing that it couldn't have been that much. Again, glad you are ok, though it sounds like you would rather not be here.
Yeah, I'm not sure but I know I definitely took enough to kill me. The capsules just took longer to absorb. Personally I have a really hard time dealing with things that taste really bad. Thanks for your kind words. I wish I wasn't here but unfortunately am. I feel so miserable every day :(
 
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