Will miss my dog the most:(

[dust-in-the-wind]

It's tearing me up inside. I have friends/family that take him so I know he will be ok but no one will have loved him as much as me. My death is going to wreak a lot of havoc but no one lives in my brain and cant even imagine the torment. I will go out hanging in my pajamas as I haven't changed or showered in weeks and can't bother now This is how bad depression can get. Ems will probably think im a homeless person.

 

[Nightfoot]

Pets are family so it would be heartbreaking to think of leaving them. So sorry your suffering is so bad. It sucks that you feel you have no other options. Severe depression is miserable. Hoping for a last minute turnaround for you, but also peace however it may come.

 

[batmanreal]

i feel the same way about my cats. i wish i didn't have to leave them. i feel so guilty, but i simply can't live this life.
your dog is adorable! it's great that he has experienced being loved and cherished, and i hope he'll continue to be showered with love.
i'm sorry you've had to suffer so much, i hope you find your peace soon.

 

[Raindancer]

Aw, he is precious. I feel exactly the same for mine. I am sorry you are really struggling right now.

 

[Gustav Hartmann]

You will miss your dog if you don't kill yourself now, because his lifespan is much shorter than yours.
When you are dead you will most likely not exist anymore and therefore miss nothing not even your dog. The dog will miss you, but this will not bother you. There is nobody and nothing left that could remember or regret anything, when you don't exist.

 

[areyousafe??]

I will miss my cat the most.

I hope she finds a family who loves her as much as I do.

 

[TBONTB]

It's tearing me up inside. I have friends/family that take him so I know he will be ok but no one will have loved him as much as me. My death is going to wreak a lot of havoc but no one lives in my brain and cant even imagine the torment. I will go out hanging in my pajamas as I haven't changed or showered in weeks and can't bother now This is how bad depression can get. Ems will probably think im a homeless person.

Such a sweetie. I'm glad he has a good place to go. Sending you peace.

 

[searchingforpeace]

very cute dog and cat

 

[rs929]

Are you okay?