• Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    šŸ‘‰ View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):
E

egyptian_baddie

Student
Feb 6, 2026
111
so basically a month ago, I tried CTB by taking so much digoxin , 120 pills to be exact , but before it I didn't do any preparation as I didn't know the existence of this forum. I basically vomited profusely until they sent me to icu. I am going to try SN soon , so I was wondering will the metoclopramide be enough to stop vomiting , I suffered from bulimia years ago so my body easily vomits , I don't have access to benzodiazepines either. any tips on how to prevent myself from vomiiting esp that they say SN tastes awful.

my plan is

one day before , take 3 metaclopramide pills throughout the day and stop eating for 24 hrs but have water

I sleep at 12 am so basically no water or food until next day

at 7am next day I will take antacid and metoclpramide pills and then 40 minutes after take the SN (NOT FOOD GRADE SN btw, couldn't find food grade in my country)

does that sound like a solid plan or will I just keep vomiting and end up in icu again or worse psych ward.
I am scared of this study as patient stayed one hour alert and he was also resuscitated even though he has done everything correctly

that's the study I m talking about
 
Last edited:
M

metfan647

Specialist
Jun 12, 2025
343
I was just about to reply but you edited your post. You went from writing that it is food grade and that the alternative is not available in your country to then claiming it is NOT food grade.

Which one is it? It's an important point.
 
E

egyptian_baddie

Student
Feb 6, 2026
111
I was just about to reply but you edited your post. You went from writing that it is food grade and that the alternative is not available in your country to then claiming it is NOT food grade.

Which one is it? It's an important point.
sorry for the confusion , I apologise , its not food grade , but according to the sn bible it should still work?
 
F

Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
3,874
So far as vomiting, we have yet to figure out what makes one person vomit and another not. Some people experience little to no nausea and some people vomit profusely. We cannot predict which one you will do, unfortunately.

As far as the grade, that does not matter. All that matters is that it is 95% purity or more.
 
  • Like
Reactions: itsgone2 and c4di
M

metfan647

Specialist
Jun 12, 2025
343
sorry for the confusion , I apologise , its not food grade , but according to the sn bible it should still work?

It seems someone has answered this point which was news to me. I'd definitely still do more research, nobody should make decisions based on merely posts on a forum. From what I've seen a failed attempt doesn't have any adverse effects (again, don't take my word for it).
 
E

egyptian_baddie

Student
Feb 6, 2026
111
So far as vomiting, we have yet to figure out what makes one person vomit and another not. Some people experience little to no nausea and some people vomit profusely. We cannot predict which one you will do, unfortunately.

As far as the grade, that does not matter. All that matters is that it is 95% purity or more.
I hope I don't vomit
 
fightclub17

fightclub17

ā¤ļøŽ
Mar 3, 2026
209
I think that study says he arrived at ED 1 hour post ingestion. It could just mean he was found unconscious and medical assistance was alterted. Not necessarily that he was awake the entire 1 hour. It says the patient's family found thr suicide kit. So he must've been around family when he attempted.
 

Similar threads

C
Replies
8
Views
764
Suicide Discussion
SDB
S
W
Replies
5
Views
879
Suicide Discussion
fightclub17
fightclub17