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mordumfan

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Aug 12, 2025
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I was supposed to ctb last week, however I wasn't able to due to an embarrassing reason I won't be listing here. Tonight I will though, I just have one question for hanging, will I be loud? Last night I was so fucking scared to ctb despite me planning for weeks. but today I'm strangely not really at all just very paranoid, I'm going to walk to the woods and do it on a tree (at 2 am most likely.)

Do you think I will be too loud and someone will come over or am I just being paranoid? See it's not really the 'woods', there are none near me, it's just a large Australian bush area with trees. That really in theory nobody SHOULD go into in the middle of the night, but my mind is betraying me coming up with scenarios that probably wouldn't happen like for example kids going in there to smoke weed (very common in Australia) , not necessarily in that area but still. Is it common for people to make very loud noises during partial hanging? Im thinking of leaving a note on my head or something like that (I know it sounds dumb) but to tell someone that may of found me to leave or ill wake up with brain damage. Okay as I'm writing this i realize im starting to sound a bit silly, I just don't want to be left with brain damage, it will only hurt everyone around me worse than if I succeed.
 
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May 21, 2025
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I have this same thought since I want to do full suspension. Agonal breathing from what I researched can be loud as hell depending on the person. Thats why Im planning to drink some booze before hanging myself, so my body can at least be somewhat calm before I die.
 
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whippedcream

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Nov 7, 2025
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Hey, I'm in Aus too and honestly I feel like theres a good chance you may get run into by some teenagers or something. Anyway, I dont think people make much noise, and if you do I wouldn't think it'd be loud or prolonged. Sorry that you've felt this is your only option, I hope you choose otherwise but regardless that you find peace. Let me know if you need to talk.
 
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LastNite

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Mar 31, 2025
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I dont know I dont think so...I've seen some video of someone hanging themselves in a hospital around other people who are sleeping didnt seem to wake up anyone.
 
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