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TheSuicidalLlama
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- Oct 10, 2023
- 20
Hello everybody! I'm 36 and I've tried to kill myself by impulsively jumping from a fourth floor 3-4 years ago. I only broke an ankle somehow but I've developed through the years chronic spine pain that has a lot of neurological symptoms aswell...
Since then, the situations that made me attempt to kill myself have only gotten worse (situations totally out of my choice) and my chronic pain has made my ability to deal with the situations harder and I've decided I will kill myself but I will do it right this time, so I will be getting all the information so I can choose wisely how to do it. I will be patient about reading and getting all the information, even if it takes a year. I have a job and the resources to live and do everything I want to do before I die until then.
As part of my chronic pain treatment I have access to pregabalin, orphenadrine and celecoxib. I wonder if any mix of overdosing on them would kill me? Maybe with alcohol? Anyone who has any information would be hepful.
Since then, the situations that made me attempt to kill myself have only gotten worse (situations totally out of my choice) and my chronic pain has made my ability to deal with the situations harder and I've decided I will kill myself but I will do it right this time, so I will be getting all the information so I can choose wisely how to do it. I will be patient about reading and getting all the information, even if it takes a year. I have a job and the resources to live and do everything I want to do before I die until then.
As part of my chronic pain treatment I have access to pregabalin, orphenadrine and celecoxib. I wonder if any mix of overdosing on them would kill me? Maybe with alcohol? Anyone who has any information would be hepful.