Discussion Will 2023 be the year that you will CTB

[Enemy of Evolution]

I promised a friend that I will not die until I become Class 2 government officer. Now I am studying days and night just to crack the fucking exam. I think I made a mistake by promising.

 

[crowbait]

I think so... everything's aligning. Found a method I'm confident in. Doing well in school so I leave behind at least that to be proud of. With my student loan money I'm set up to spent my last months cafe-hopping, buying cool shit, doing anything I want. Job hired new people so I can quit. Just started making plans for my funeral etc, just everything I need to plan post-mortem. Looking to do it on my birthday- my friend wants to hang out with me that day but I can CTB at night

 

[SalirDeLaMelancolía]

Though I don't make plans - I feel 2023 may be it.

ironically, my plan is to ctb on the 31st.

 

[SeenMoreThanEnough]

Probably. 2022 was a total shit-show personally, professionally, emotionally, cognitively, and worldly. I only see things going downhill for everyone from here. Negative? Sure. Realistic? You bet your ass.

 

[AstroV]

Absolutely. There's no way I can go another year.

 

[Unending]

If I had to guess, I'd say I'll still be here for another year but can not guarantee what the future holds. Oh goodness, I wonder what this year will be like... It's like all I think about and read about is ctb-related stuff but then just go years without acting on it. That's what makes it feel unpredictable.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Depends if my mum dies next year. I keep on treading water for her benefit

I'm the same but with my Dad.

 

[MellowAvenue]

Maybe. I've been thinking about doing it before the end of this year but… I think I'll see what 2023 has to offer. If things don't turn around for me though, if I still feel the way I do now this time next year, that's it, it's over.

 

[Tried-tireD]

Hopefully yes, during the first 2 weeks of Jan. I really don't want to fail though

 

[Illidan77]

Yes, probably June

 

[nomotels1443]

as long as my SN that i ordered comes to me without any trouble and is pure enough then yes. i have been planning this for an entire year after several years of severe mental pain and i believe 2023 is the year i will finally be gone