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Wait-Bus

Student
Sep 20, 2022
145
Though I don't make plans - I feel 2023 may be it.
 
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locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,043
yupper
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
Celebrate New Year GIF by Nora Fikse
 
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Wunderkind

❤️Travel by bus
Nov 25, 2022
192
2022 is not over yet, do not write off its potential, there is time
 
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StrangePossum

StrangePossum

Member
Dec 22, 2021
85
probably not, tbh. although it depends on how things go

i hope you guys find the peace you are looking for, and make the right decision for you ❤️
 
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Wait-Bus

Student
Sep 20, 2022
145
probably not, tbh. although it depends on how things go

i hope you guys find the peace you are looking for, and make the right decision for you ❤️
Thank you - I hope your future unfolds in your favour.
 
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Ultracheese

Ultracheese

Arcanist
Dec 1, 2022
489
If all things go according to plan, then yes.
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
2,799
Wishi 2022
 
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Malcolm Yarfa

Member
Dec 8, 2022
26
I don't know for sure. Can't stand my job at the moment but it's difficult to find another one for me (work environment destroys my mental health). The plan is to sick leave up to 6 months in January then try to get fired get unemployment for the next 18 months. So if in the meantime I don't find anything good I'll probably ctb somewhere in 2024/2025. Could of course be anytime sooner if I get the urge or if my plan above doesn't happen.
 
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DreamSurfer

DreamSurfer

Beyond this reality the waves of peace await
Apr 8, 2022
110
I messed up and didn't go in my window in August. But do believe that next August after a long row of birthdays pass of people that I know, it will be the my turn to ride my wave of peace. Just trying not to go to close to any birthdays, to minimize the wake I will leave.
 
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No longer suicidal😁

Finally happy again
Nov 23, 2022
52
That's the plan.
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,430
Hoping its before then. The sooner the better.
 
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Adamsnolife

Adamsnolife

Specialist
May 5, 2020
395
That's the plan. Hopefully very early in 2023. Plan is to ctb around the new year period
 
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tary

Experienced
Jul 3, 2022
246
Yes, in February most likely.
 
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planningmyexit

Member
Oct 5, 2022
51
Would be nice. Realistically I don't have the balls to go through will it so I will likely just stay and suffer. Aging might be the push that I need to finally get this over with as the thought of being 40+ is horrifying. Even 30+ seems pretty bad
 
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trucker247

trucker247

Member
Dec 12, 2022
43
Yes either the first week or before new years
 
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lilin

lilin

Member
Nov 22, 2020
92
Yes, I have a plan to do it in January. It's not an impulsive decision, I've been 'feeling like it' for a few years.
 
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heavyeyes

heavyeyes

Oct 9, 2022
1,716
It depends on a couple of things but hopefully yes.
 
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Prescott241

Member
Oct 9, 2022
44
I feel like it would be really funny to me if I decided to CTB on 12/21/22, exactly 10 years after the Mayan doomsday scare lol. I was 11 years old on 12/21/12, and I had been waiting for that date since I first got involved with conspiracy theories years before that. Needless to say, I was disappointed when nothing happened. Maybe I'll try to CTB on the 21st of December this year? It's pretty unlikely, since I'm having trouble sourcing an antiemetic, but the irony alone would kill me lmao.
 
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Wait-Bus

Student
Sep 20, 2022
145
It depends on a couple of things but hopefully yes.
I hope you will find peace in 2023
I feel like it would be really funny to me if I decided to CTB on 12/21/22, exactly 10 years after the Mayan doomsday scare lol. I was 11 years old on 12/21/12, and I had been waiting for that date since I first got involved with conspiracy theories years before that. Needless to say, I was disappointed when nothing happened. Maybe I'll try to CTB on the 21st of December this year? It's pretty unlikely, since I'm having trouble sourcing an antiemetic, but the irony alone would kill me lmao.
I hope what works for you will bring you peace my friend
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,993
I so wish, but the unfortunate reality is that I will very likely still be here by the end of next year. It's awful to think about existing for another year, I never want to face the new year and of course I really should had left a while ago but sadly actually leaving this world feels like such a task of great difficulty for me. It's tragic how I cannot just choose to pass away in my sleep and never have to experience another day in this cruel, horrific world. I'm very tired of it all.
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
Yes
 
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Forest Fire

Forest Fire

Student
Jul 19, 2019
119
Depends if my mum dies next year. I keep on treading water for her benefit
 
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Wannagonow

Specialist
Nov 16, 2022
376
If all the planets aligned and I had a method I felt comfortable with, it it would happen tomorrow. I've hung out for 30 yrs wanting to ctb. Now I think about it throughout each day, sometimes hourly. Yes...I'm hoping in the first half of 2023 I'll be successful at saying goodbye.
 
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