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madjin

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Jan 26, 2025
45
Heya, I recently saw a Post where https://sanctioned-suicide.net/members/12261/‘s CTB method was documented and I think it did help me anticipate certain aspects of my own upcoming CTB. I'm grateful I came across that post So I'm thinking, Why not document my own CTB so that it can also help others? Might aswell go out doing something worthwhile.

I don't know how this whole Documentation thing is supposed to go down tho, So y'all are welcome to tell me all about it.

And about the Antiemetic: Unfortunately It Looks like my Metoclopramide sourcing won't work out so I'm thinking to pivot to Domperidone (which should be easier to source in adequate amounts). Will it be a Adequate replacement to The Meto? Can the doses remain similar to the Meto (10 mg tablets)? I know that Meto is the preferred Antiemetic and while I will keep searching for other sources for Meto I can't afford to waste much time even tho I'm against rushing, So I gotta keep my options open.

Vizzy did say it's ok but I just want that extra surety of mind.

Kindly provide clarity/information if you are able. Sedatives are easy to source aswell, The SN is already here and purity testing is underway in gathering testing equipment as outlined by vizzy (Clonazepam is the current front runner for my Benzos choice which should be good enough)

Thank you. And do tell me about the documentation.
Looks like I fucked up the Link but It's the Moonicide post if anyone's curious
 
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SummerTrip

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Feb 23, 2026
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Well, according to PPH Domperidone is a great replacement for Meto.
I have both and will be using Domperidone when the time comes. Trying out Meto made me feel sooo fucking bad for multiple hours while I felt absolutely fine on Dom.
 
DeathSweetDeath

DeathSweetDeath

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Nov 12, 2025
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I see new posts of members documenting their CTB's every few days it seems (how have you managed to avoid them, what's your secret?). You just make a goodbye post & keep updating it as things progress, until you can't.
 
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madjin

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Jan 26, 2025
45
Well, according to PPH Domperidone is a great replacement for Meto.
I have both and will be using Domperidone when the time comes. Trying out Meto made me feel sooo fucking bad for multiple hours while I felt absolutely fine on Dom.
I see, that's great to know. Lmao, I forgot I have to try out the Antiemetic before hand. What about the dosage tho? And What about sedatives? I'm thinking of going with clonazepam. I just don't want to crush them to drink because I have trauma with this method.
I see new posts of members documenting their CTB's every few days it seems (how have you managed to avoid them, what's your secret?). You just make a goodbye post & keep updating it as things progress, until you can't.
Idk 🤷
 
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pagalparinda

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Sep 5, 2026
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I see, that's great to know. Lmao, I forgot I have to try out the Antiemetic before hand. What about the dosage tho? And What about sedatives? I'm thinking of going with clonazepam. I just don't want to crush them to drink because I have trauma with this method.

Idk 🤷
There is 2 kind of documentation. 1st is Before taking SN.

2nd one is after taking SN. I think you want to document it after taking SN. I would have loved to witness that 1st hand. But I live in a country where even suicide is crime. Assisting one will be very bad for me. Since I am also here on this forum, I also want to quit as early as possible. But you see I just cannot right now since I have some unfinished task to complete. Though not my responsibilities but there are few friends whom I want to help since I promised them these help. I will be no more to help them once I CTB. and thus it is not time for me for this. I will indeed do it once winter gets over. May be next year in April. Mahavir Jayanti is right time I believe for this. So If I get caught while assisting you or documenting it, I will not be able to meet my goal of CTB. But if you have any means through which no danger exist for me, I will help you.
 
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