Reading SaSu feels liberating.
I don't remember ever being actively reading or posting on a forum in my 20+ years on the internet.
I've been into philisophy on existential questions ever since my father died when I was 14 and it's only on this site that I see people seriously/authenticly touching on this topic without getting too theoretical all the time.
Ever since my first manic-depressive episode, I started looking for companionship on the question, why am I even trying, if life can f* up itself completely randomly, and I also have to pay for the damage?
Many posts I read here is what I consider true philisophy, as they touch on the most essential question "to be or not to be?" - when the rest of the world seems to have answered that question for everyone already.