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FreeHer77

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Sep 12, 2025
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We don't deserve to suffer!!! I wish everyone to have peace from their pain.:(
 
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cherrypitlover03

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Nov 30, 2024
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If only it weren't too late for my mom to get an abortion 😅
 
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MyShadow

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Left the forum to pursue recovery
Aug 27, 2025
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We don't deserve to suffer!!! I wish everyone to have peace from their pain.:(
Thank you for this but I've learned that the only way past the pain is to move through it.
I wish it was easy, but it's the truth.

I hate my life now because I didn't deserve this, but now I have to find the courage to either fix or end my life. Both options suck and require a lot of work but there's no middle ground or easy way around it.
 
FuneralCry

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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I understand, it's just so terrible and cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing with no limit as to how much one can be tortured yet we exist in this horrific anti-suicide world where the suffering and torture of existing seen as to force and prolong no matter what, I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have the option to find permanent peace from this dreadful, torturous existence, all I see as desirable is the peace of an eternal sleep where all is finally gone and forgotten and there is no more pain and no more suffering.
 
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