Discussion Why you shouldn't test ingest your sn.

[Blueberry Panic]

I dont want people saying rude things to me when this was because im simply self destructive and hate myself. I've learned my lesson and I'm paying the consequences.
I took a very very small amount of sn earlier today and it did a number on me.
I started feeling really week and my breathing was abnormal, my head started hurting and it became hard to move.
My body became really hot and I felt in a sense as if I was overdosed. I felt like I really needed to fall asleep , I puked and after I puked I started feeling a bit better.

I had a few seizures apparently because my roommate found me , and I didn't go to the hospital . I just fell asleep eventually and I just woke up. All of the muscles on my body ache and I have a brain fog headache.

Don't test your sn , don't be stupid like me and get sick ... it's not worth it .
Wait until you are sure you want to ctb and don't play around with it.

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Further info and examples for people reading:

PSA - DO NOT test-ingest SN

As users are aware, this platform advocates for personal bodily autonomy and supports individuals' rational choices regarding how they wish to live or die. However, there have been recent posts from users who have been "testing" their sodium nitrite (SN) supply—not for the purpose of an actual...

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[SomewhereAlongThe]

Further info and examples for people reading:

PSA - DO NOT test-ingest SN

As users are aware, this platform advocates for personal bodily autonomy and supports individuals' rational choices regarding how they wish to live or die. However, there have been recent posts from users who have been "testing" their sodium nitrite (SN) supply—not for the purpose of an actual...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Ah shoot you beat me to it :( Lol

 

[Griever]

If you've had seizures and now your muscles hurt, then I would recommend you go to the hospital, you could have rhabdomolysis and I say that because I myself once had rhabdomolysis after seizures, but of course it's up to you whether you go to the hospital or not, I hope you feel better soon

 

[Blueberry Panic]

If you've had seizures and now your muscles hurt, then I would recommend you go to the hospital, you could have rhabdomolysis and I say that because I myself once had rhabdomolysis after seizures, but of course it's up to you whether you go to the hospital or not, I hope you feel better soon

I have epilepsy so it's something I typically deal with if I feel like I'm not getting any better and my muscles still hurt over some time I'll definitely go to the hospital.

 

[Griever]

I have epilepsy so it's something I typically deal with if I feel like I'm not getting any better and my muscles still hurt over some time I'll definitely go to the hospital.

Please take care of yourself and be safe

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I wonder how many times this needs to be said? There's even a sticky at the top of the page. Doesn't anyone read anything? Why would a pro-choice website, and the suicidal people on it, even bother to tell other suicidal people that sampling your SN is bad, if it really isn't? What benefit is there to anyone telling people that? There is none. It's just that caring people don't want to see you injure yourself, or die, prematurely, when it wasn't your well thought out and rational intent to do so.

KEEP YOUR DAMN LIPS OUT OF THE SN JAR (until you're 100% sure and ready to die).

 

[Blueberry Panic]

I wonder how many times this needs to be said? There's even a sticky at the top of the page. Doesn't anyone read anything? Why would a pro-choice website, and the suicidal people on it, even bother to tell other suicidal people that sampling your SN is bad, if it really isn't? What benefit is there to anyone telling people that? There is none. It's just that caring people don't want to see you injure yourself, or die, prematurely, when it wasn't your well thought out and rational intent to do so.

KEEP YOUR DAMN LIPS OUT OF THE SN JAR (until you're 100% sure and ready to die).

As I stated , I'm self destructive and I hate myself.I wasn't thinking because all I could think about was seeing if it would kill me.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

As I stated , I'm self destructive and I hate myself.I wasn't thinking because all I could think about was seeing if it would kill me.

Now wait. Are you saying that you previously saw the "Sticky" on why you shouldn't ingest sample amounts of SN, but you did it anyway (because you're self destructive and hate yourself)? That warning was never going to help people like you then.

 

[Dante_]

Now wait. Are you saying that you previously saw the "Sticky" on why you shouldn't ingest sample amounts of SN, but you did it anyway (because you're self destructive and hate yourself)? That warning was never going to help people like you then.

Ok, I think that should be it regarding this discussion, id rather not have it turn into something it shouldn't.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I get people being curious about the symptoms or even feeling desperate but yeah, it's just so risky I think. Not so much death even. More a severe enough reaction that requires hospitalisation = psyche ward = likely confiscation of SN + being on their radar now for actual attempts. Not to mention maybe actually severely injuring yourself. Plus, I'm not convinced a few grams would accurately mimic what 25g would do.

I guess people who are prone to impulsivity or extreme self harm are the worst at risk. I wish we didn't have to do all this shit ourselves to find release.

I really hope you make a full recovery soon. Thanks at least for warning people off doing this. I feel sure there will be more though. Of course, it's up to them but yeah, these are always distressing threads to read.

I guess I am curious. Has it been enough to put you off using SN as a method? For some people, it seems to give them confidence to use it for real. Others are put off though. I hope you feel better soon.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Ok, I think that should be it regarding this discussion, id rather not have it turn into something it shouldn't.

I'll be nice, daddy, I promise.

 

[Blueberry Panic]

Now wait. Are you saying that you previously saw the "Sticky" on why you shouldn't ingest sample amounts of SN, but you did it anyway (because you're self destructive and hate yourself)? That warning was never going to help people like you then.

Exactly

 

[bankai]

Interesting, What this means is that when it's time, this will be a method that's most likely certain to succeed at increased dosages.



Thanks for the information, OP.

 

[Blueberry Panic]

Interesting, What this means is that when it's time, this will be a method that's most likely certain to succeed at increased dosages.



Thanks for the information, OP.

After about 10 minutes I felt myself about to pass out so yes this is definitely a peaceful way to go . It's uncomfortable but you'll likely go unconscious before it actually starts to hurt.

 

[bankai]

After about 10 minutes I felt myself about to pass out so yes this is definitely a peaceful way to go . It's uncomfortable but you'll likely go unconscious before it actually starts to hurt.

So just SN?no antiemetics or anything else?damn,that's nice.

 

[Blueberry Panic]

Interesting, What this means is that when it's time, this will be a method that's most likely certain to succeed at increased dosages.



Thanks for the information, OP.

After about 10 minutes I felt myself about to pass out so yes this is definitely a peaceful way to go . It's uncomfortable but you'll likely go unconscious before it actually starts to hurt.

So just SN?no antiemetics or anything else?damn,that's nice.

It felt similar to a od , and I've experienced many of them so it's something I'm accustomed to

 

[derekWest]

I dont want people saying rude things to me when this was because im simply self destructive and hate myself. I've learned my lesson and I'm paying the consequences.
I took a very very small amount of sn earlier today and it did a number on me.
I started feeling really week and my breathing was abnormal, my head started hurting and it became hard to move.
My body became really hot and I felt in a sense as if I was overdosed. I felt like I really needed to fall asleep , I puked and after I puked I started feeling a bit better.

I had a few seizures apparently because my roommate found me , and I didn't go to the hospital . I just fell asleep eventually and I just woke up. All of the muscles on my body ache and I have a brain fog headache.

Don't test your sn , don't be stupid like me and get sick ... it's not worth it .
Wait until you are sure you want to ctb and don't play around with it.

How much did you take ?

 

[Blueberry Panic]

How much did you take ?

Idk it was around 1g . I'm still feeling some effects, I have bad tenitus and it's been a bit more difficult to breath but besides that I'm fine.

 

[cme-dme]

Do not ingest poison unless you want to feel the effects of said poison

 

[Blueberry Panic]

Do not ingest poison unless you want to feel the effects of said poison

Lol , yep

 

[InTheAbyss]

Idk it was around 1g . I'm still feeling some effects, I have bad tenitus and it's been a bit more difficult to breath but besides that I'm fine.

What did it taste like vs table salt in water? I did some testing of my own from some that was questionable purity and it tasted different than salt water. Kind of like a sharp salty taste that made me want to vomit from the taste alone.

 

[Blueberry Panic]

What did it taste like vs table salt in water? I did some testing of my own from some that was questionable purity and it tasted different than salt water. Kind of like a sharp salty taste that made me want to vomit from the taste alone.

It tasted like a salty bleach...

 

[DarkShadows]

Don't believe it. Sorry.

 

[InTheAbyss]

It tasted like a salty bleach...

Thanks. Haven't tasted bleach before. But it does sound like what I tasted when I tried mine or at least what matches what I'd think salty bleach would taste like. What I tried was probably degraded though.

 

[Observer13]

How loud and severe was the puking? Also, really admire your courage.

 

[Blueberry Panic]

How loud and severe was the puking? Also, really admire your courage.

It was normal puking , it wasn't loud . Thanks I guess , I'm self destructive so I wouldn't call it courageous.

Don't believe it. Sorry

My blaring tenitous and weak body would beg to differ . You didn't have to comment , learn to ignore post when you have nothing of importance to say .