idontfeellikeimreal
Member
- Aug 21, 2023
- 56
I actually cannot be bothered anymore. I am so hurt and whenever i feel like something is going good, it takes a huge turn and gets bad.
Life is horrible, I can't achieve anything.
Why does it have to be this bad?
Why are people like this?
I have a great therapist, but I cannot articulate myself about how i feel. Especially not in person, I am extremely socially awkward.
I am worthless, I don't matter, I am not valid.
I can't even ctb, I failed all of my 4 attempts, sometimes i was happy about failing; but most of the time i was ashamed of failing.
I have a great and really supportive family, but they don't understand me. I am so unthankful, I don't think I should be here anymore.
Life is horrible, I can't achieve anything.
Why does it have to be this bad?
Why are people like this?
I have a great therapist, but I cannot articulate myself about how i feel. Especially not in person, I am extremely socially awkward.
I am worthless, I don't matter, I am not valid.
I can't even ctb, I failed all of my 4 attempts, sometimes i was happy about failing; but most of the time i was ashamed of failing.
I have a great and really supportive family, but they don't understand me. I am so unthankful, I don't think I should be here anymore.