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AngelBritney

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Sep 14, 2025
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I watched 2 recorded livestreams from people who CTB by taking SN.

I read a report here of someone who successfully died of SN and that report seemed to be not as awful as I imagined.

But those 2 videos: They suffered, seemed to struggle and they vomited often. Didn't seem painless even though it didn't take too many minutes until they were dead.

Did they do something wrong?

Or are those symptoms from those videos common with taking too much SN? If yes, why is SN a rather "popular" method in this forum?
 
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imontheloose

imontheloose

Aspiring corpse
Jan 15, 2025
174
Pretty sure the Chinese fella took like 50g of SN from what I saw. A lot of these people have no idea how to run these regimens and just swallow a shit ton of it in an impulsive state, the same state you'd impulsively blow your brains out in.
 
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Oct 22, 2025
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Pretty sure the Chinese fella took like 50g of SN from what I saw. A lot of these people have no idea how to run these regimens and just swallow a shit ton of it in an impulsive state, the same state you'd impulsively blow your brains out in.
Which Chinese guy took 50g of SN, was it the long haired one? (Probably him. His SN drink looked very concentrated)

This girl suffered the least, but she probably followed protocol, if you watch the whole video, she looks happy that she is going to ctb:

https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/344117/suicide-video-of-drinking-sodium-nitrite
 
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Feb 27, 2025
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These threads should be useful since this has been asked before



 
imontheloose

imontheloose

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Jan 15, 2025
174
Which Chinese guy took 50g of SN, was it the long haired one? (Probably him. His SN drink looked very concentrated)

This girl suffered the least, but she probably followed protocol, if you watch the whole video, she looks happy that she is going to ctb:

https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/344117/suicide-video-of-drinking-sodium-nitrite
I imagine some people start panicking after drinking it which is only going to worsen the time you have left. You have to realise that a lot of suicides are done by impulse and not awfully planned out.
 
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losthope1980

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Nov 9, 2025
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hello, this is my first comment here, ive been reading a lot this last week on SN, and i think it will be my way of CTB. Im 45 and always thought i could get away with with benzos, im from Mexico and its pretty easy to get clonazepam and diazepam. i ordered about 15 boxes of clonazepam and 10 diazepam. i came across the non recommeded methods and seems clonazepam wont work. ive been reading a lot about SN, and i got it online here in mexico from a lab. i also ordered metoclopramide from a drugstore. so i guess i have basically all that i need. im pretty scared but i guess at least for me its the easiest way, i could never jump o r hang myself. im hoping it will be peacefull with some discomfort but not extremely painful and hoping LOC in the first 15-20 minutes. im planning to book a couple of nights in a hotel and do it at night. i wish i could get some pentobarbital, ive seen many posts here saying its easy to get in Mexico but i think that was a few years ago. many vets will have it but it a controled medication.
my head just wont keep quiet, i really hope SN will be peacefull

thanks for reading
 
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