Venting Why live?

[[_______]]

Life is so vague and uninspiring. Everything seems worthless; effort, friends, family. Just everything. Wondering if I should just commit and end it all or keep muddling through. I just don't know anymore.

 

[FuneralCry]

Of course, only you know what is best for yourself, as after all only you are living your life, but for me personally I see absolutely no reason to stay here. Staying alive is only delaying our inevitable death so there is no point to enduring this existence when instead I could be gone. Life as a concept is so useless, there is nothing to be gained from staying alive, instead there are only ways in which to suffer all for the sake of it. Life is just unnecessary misery and problems which seem endless, and all this is incredibly unsatisfying. The existence of life is nothing more than a cruel mistake which makes the thought of permanent non existence sound incredibly appealing. Everything is tiring to me. If only suicide was more straightforward then that would be ideal.

 

[gomenasai]

We are a biochemical accident

 

[akirat9]

Why?
I don't know. もしかしたら、ファイナルキズメットーと関係があるのかもしれません。